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fff!sunny: crying is my emotional response to everything. i see a funny meme? cry. someone said they think my hobbies are dumb? cry.

fff!sunny: have a sudden memory of my traumatic past, of watching my friend group, which i once thought was so close and unbreakable, fall apart? of my friends dying, leaving me to wonder if maybe i'd die soon too? of feeling angry at myself because i didn't understand my mental health and how my head works at all? of having to watch my best friends and my boyfriend falling apart with me, yet still feeling so alone and so distant from everyone else? knowing how i had hurt my closest friend for so long by being with the one i love? hating myself, because i was upset and sad and scared when i was supposed to be the funny one, the one who was always happy and bright and warm like the star i'm named after, who could cheer everyone up?

fff!sunny: yeah, that's right, cry.

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