bella with attitude and other lethal abilities

sometimes life just kicks you in the balls

A blinding light that just did not turn off. perhaps I'm dying and I'm supposed to go into the light. I opened my eyes, regretfully, the light was brighter than I had anticipated. "ahh she's awake now." A musical voice said. My eyes focused and saw that it was dr. Cullen. "Carlisle am I in the hospital?"I ask. "Yes, it appears you hit your head on a desk. I checked you CT scan results and everything seems great. You have no concussion. Although You may have a headache so just take Tylenol." He said smiling and then looking down at his charts. "Does this mean I can leave?" I ask with hope in my voice. I am now sitting up at this point with a killer headache let me tell you. "Yes of course, your discharge papers are ready to go, il just get .. Bruce to help you go home." Oh no. I forgot about ..them.. what am I going to do. I simply smiled at Carlisle as he left. I just can't deal right now. I can't trust them. They are here because I somehow got on shield radar. They don't know that I know this, maybe I can use this to an advantage. Suddenly the door opened and in walked Bruce. "Are you ready to go?" He asked me. I reply with "yes." And get up and walk past him. We get to the car and he opens up the door for me. I get in with out a word. The drive home was awkward as hell. I already knew what would be waiting for me when I got home. I started thinking about my dad, I could help but already assume that he was dead. I have heard nothing on his whereabouts. I look over at Bruce. He is just looking at the road. He suddenly breaks the silence. "Bella are you hungry?" He looks over at me. Probably caught me staring at him. Crap stop staring. Remember you are mad at him. "Umm... sure."I reply. He pulls over into the McDonald's parking lot. We both get off and I go to order a happy meal with chicken nuggets. I went and took my seat. Bruce brought the food over to us. I start to eat. I could feel him staring at me. "I was worried about you, we all were. We thought you were dead after you jumped into that waterfall." I looked at him and stopped eating. "Don't you pretend to care about me when you obviously don't." I snapped. It was only us two inside. He stood up and just looked bewildered. "You think I don't care about you?" I stood up as well to hold my ground. I looked him in the eyes and said "I know you don't." He then did something I didn't expect him to do. He reached over pullimg me to him and just grabbing my face and he just kissed me. To say I was shocked would be a major understatement. I was just lost and I couldn't fight what was happening. I put my hands on his face and deepened the kiss. I wanted to stay I. This moment forever. Realization hit me like a ton of bricks. He was probably playing on my emotions and obvious feelings for him. I pushed him away and said "I can't. Not with you. You are just doing this because it's your job." I tried to look as emotionless as possible. He just stood there. He sat down and said that we should finish eating and go home so I could rest. We arrived at home in silence. I looked up and saw the avengers waiting for me. This is just greaaaatttttt.
Life couldn't suck anymore. Sometimes life just kicks you in the balls.

A/n:
So after 6 months I finally updating. I'm so sorry. I just have gotten so busy with life. I was sort of depressed for a while. I had no motivation to write anything. No inspiration. But it's all good in the hood now. I'm happier. I will try to update once a week now.
Well thank you if you still read this story. I'm lucky to have you guys. Bye my beautiful reading unicorns.