I hate you || Minsung

Part 4

Jisung pov
We enter my house. Seeing Minho in my house was extremely weird. The only people I've ever had at my house were Lix and Chan who moved awhile ago to finish his college studies.

He's coming back in about a week. I miss that old man. He's probably going to be successful and rich by the time I go into my first year of college.

My mom then told us to sit on the couch while she cooks. I nod as I take a glance at Leeknow as he takes his jacket off since it was wet.

I sit on the sofa. My knees reach my chest as I put my arms around my legs choosing a movie. "What type of genre do you like?" I ask not wanting to put something the boy didn't want.

"Romance" I look at him as he looks back. We stay there for a couple of minutes till I cough. "And horror" he chuckles and I nod.

I put on a random horror movie I found.
'Train to Busan'. It seemed popular these days so I decided to play it.

"Hey Princess" I hum in response as I look at him. "You didn't tutor me today" Holy shit I forgot. I check my phone to see it was quite early.

"We can study now then". I chuckle as I get off the sofa to inform my mom. She nods as she continues to cook. We head to my room upstairs.

I suddenly get a call. A name I'm familiar with. I quickly answer as we enter my room.

"Hey, channie!"  I smile wildly as I sit on my bed, Minho then sits next to me. "You're coming back tomorrow? How come so early?" I smile even more.

"New Year's is in about two weeks so we graduated early I guess" he chuckles through the phone, I do the same.

"You should come visit me first then!" I could feel his smile through the phone. "Ok then Hannie, I'll start packing now, I'll call you when I'm on my way ok?"

"Aw ok then bye bye Channie!" I then hang up. The older boy and Felix were the only ones who knew what I was going through back in my first year of Highschool.

They were the only people I trusted. I didn't even tell my mom. Probably why I'm so excited to see Chan, I wonder if he still has a crush on the buff man in my year.

Changbin was it? I talked to him quite a lot of times for Chan but I haven't in a while. I shrug it off as I turn around to the older boy looking at me.

"You look so pretty princess" I sat still. A wave of the past kicked in. He also called me that. But he left me. He hit me. He threatened me. Will he do the same? Use me then leave me? No. Leeknow wouldn't do that, would he?
I was on the floor dying. Bleeding. Begging him to stop but he loved seeing me in pain. He Loved it. I left him. I ran away. What else could I do? That's the only thing I could do. Is he coming back? Is he going to hurt me again?

"Jisung! Snap out of it!" I heard distant screaming. Why did it have to be me? Why couldn't he just leave me alone? The next thing I knew I was crying on somebody's chest. Mom? No. Lee Minho.

"Princess it's fine calm down." I let myself cry on him. I felt comfortable, I felt safe. The next thing I knew I fell asleep on his chest.

I woke up in a warm embrace. I slowly get up rubbing my eyes. I then see a sleeping Minho. He grunts as he pulls me on his chest again.

It's been 4hours since I fell asleep. He was sitting down the whole time while me on his chest. He must be sore. I get up slowly as he lays down on my bed.

I quietly leave my room heading to the kitchen and sitting down on the stool. "Sweetie, are you hungry? I made some fettuccine with shrimp and chicken! You two seemed tired so I decided not to wake you up." She smiles and I smile back.

I guess I had another panic attack. I nod as she gives me a bowl. "Thank you Mom" she nods as she leaves to her room.

Fuck how am I going to confront Leeknow again? I sigh as I slowly start eating. I finish half of the bowl. I place the bowl in the sink as I head to my room.

I open the door. I close it as I see Minho getting up. I sit down on my bed as he sits next to me. "Princess tell me what happened" I bite my lip hesitantly

Should I tell him? Can I trust him? Maybe just a little bit. "Just something about the past." I chuckle nervously as I try to quickly leave.

I feel a hand on my wrist pulling me back to sit down. I cough in response. "Tell me, princess". I nod as it starts raining once again outside. We hear a scream outside the room.

"Sweetie tell your friend to stay over! It's too cold and it's raining for him to walk with just an umbrella!" I groan as I scream back, "ok!".

"Princess I won't do anything if you tell me" he smirks at me. "S-so you'll do something If I don't?" he chuckles. "Yes Princess just tell me".I nod in response.

I hesitate for awhile but I take a deep breath. "I had a boyfriend in my first year of Highschool. I was in a toxic relationship in which I couldn't get out of. He threatened he would hurt the ones I loved if I broke up with him so I stayed with him. He loved me, he did but suddenly he changed. He started screaming and then it turned to hitting. I had to make excuses to my mom that I kept falling, my close friends knew about this and wanted to help but didn't know how to. It was until a few months before my first year of Highschool ended I decided to run away from him. When I did he suddenly disappeared. People said he left due to personal reasons but would come back soon"

After I finished, I realized how much I was crying. I licked my dry lips, tasting my salty tears. I look over to Minho seeing him look at me with both a mad and loving eyes.

Maybe he did care about me. Maybe he's different from him.

Long chapter^^

I wrote this because I can kinda relate to the relationship except for the abuse. I started crying. It was weird yk?

Anyways how are you guys^^
Happy New Year's Eve <3
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