I hate you || Minsung

Part 6

Jisung pov
I lent Leeknow some of my dad's clothes since mine were too small. We head out walking in silence. Since yesterday's events, the atmosphere has been nothing but awkward.

"Hey princess" I hum in response too lazy to speak.
"Jisung! Leeknow! Over here!" I look up to see two blonds waving at us. I quickly make my way to them hugging the shorter blond.

"How's your knee?" Felix smiles at me wildly sending shivers down my spine for some reason. People at school call it the 'Felix effect'.

"Oh yeah I'm fine, how are you and Hyunjin doing?" I raise my eyebrows up and down teasing Felix. "Shut up bitchhhh" he giggles playfully. "Kidding we're doing good!"

I chuckle at the weirdo boy. "Oh by the way! Chan said he can visit the school today!" He jumps up and down.

"Holy shit! What time?!" I jump up and down with him. "I think he said during lunch!" I start to fake cry, forgetting the two older boys next to us.

"Oh, shit Jisung! I have to tell you something let's go somewhere private!" I nod as he pulls me into the school.

"Felix ditched me for a squirrel!" I hear the two older boys talk as we enter the school.

He then pulls me into an empty classroom, locking the door. I started getting nervous. I mean is it that serious for him to drag me somewhere alone?

I trusted the younger boy but having serious conversations never led to something good.

"Fucking hell Jisung! I don't think you noticed, Chan is coming back" he looks at me concerned, leaving me dumbfounded.

"Yeah I know Chan is coming back and I'm happy about it," I ask in a confused tone. Why wouldn't I be?

"Chan's cousin!" My eyes widen. How could I forget? Chan's cousin is my ex. Chan knew everything but couldn't do anything since I stopped him.

That's when Chan decided to take Soobin to Japan with him making everyone think he disappeared. Of course me and Felix knew but no one else.

We acted as if we knew nothing. "H-he's coming back too?" I start tearing up. Not being able to hold it in.

"Hey, it's fine ok? Chan said he couldn't do anything but he'll try his best for him not to get near you" He hugged me tightly, not letting go.

"H-hes going to hurt me again" I break down on the floor crying with Felix still in my arms. "Hey it's ok, breathe, I promise you'll be ok" I continue to cry. Not being able to stop.

A few minutes later. I'm still on the floor hugging Felix. "Are you feeling better baby?" I nod in response. Not trusting my voice.

"It's ok, I'll be here with you no matter what, ok? Just breathe for me jisung." I sniff as I wipe my tears off my ways finally calming down as I let go of the boy.

"Sorry," I mumble. The younger boy had to go through this because of me. I didn't want him to. I felt like I was taking advantage of the boy who's always been there for me.

"Don't be Jisung, it's fine I promise! Let's head out before Hyunjin thinks I'm fucking you" I chuckle as I nod slowly getting up.

We head to the lockers where Hyunjin and Leeknow were at. "Why were you gone so long?" Hyunjin then
Hugs Felix. It brings me jealousy. All I wanted was a relationship I could be happy in.

"Princess are you ok?" Leeknow leans down whispering in my ear sending shivers down my spine. I nod in response, not trusting my voice once again.

"Princess come with me" I look at him confused but I still decide to follow the older into an empty classroom once again. Why do I keep getting dragged into rooms today.

"Have you heard about the new student?" I bite my lip as I hesitantly nod. "Princess, isn't he your ex?" He gives me a gentle soft look making me sigh comfortably.

"Y-yeah". Holy shit I shouldn't have trusted my voice
"You know princess, when I called you pretty I meant it." I look up making eye contact at the older.

"Shut up" I mumble. I felt angry. As if I didn't deserve this. I don't need this. Is this pity? No. He was being genuine!

"Stop calling me that, stop teasing me! You're so annoying!" I walk out of the room closing the door as I tear up.

Why am I being like this towards the older? He didn't do anything but here I am screaming at him. He was caring for me, but I ignored it!

I walk towards the bathroom locking myself in a stall. I let it all out. Skipping two of my classes didn't do any better. I got many calls and texts from Felix but decided to ignore them.

I always lose the ones I love. Do I love Leeknow? I love Felix as a friend for sure. He's been there for me since I can remember.

I wasn't sure of my feelings for the older but I needed to find out. I need to apologize to the older. After all, today we have a tutoring lesson.

Surely the boy won't mind the conversation after some of the events we have encountered.

I skipped the rest of the day after hearing Chan just arrived and would be coming tomorrow morning since it's the weekend.

I head to the library sitting in our usual spot waiting for the older boy. I decide to take the time and text Felix.

After a few minutes of texting sorry, he eventually forgives me as I put my phone away. As I rest my head on the table.

I see the older walk towards the table differently. With a colder face, like when we first met and became enemies over some dumb reason.

I forgot what made us enemies. It's like they gifted the older boy with perfect genes of his nose and eyes. Everything fit just right. His cold face made me shiver. He looked scary.

He sat down next to me. Not as close as he usually is. "Aren't we going to get started jisung?" I get caught staring at him once again. Wait, jisung? How come the older isn't teasing him anymore? Is he that mad?

It's currently 1:30am and I drank a redbull for no reason 😃
I might do a all-nighter but I have school soon so I'm scared fr.

Anyways how are you guys^^
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