Chapter one.

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I gave you my heart,
my mind,
my soul.
I thought you had given me yours.
How very wrong I was.

I saw us,
our fates tangled together.
It was tiring to fix.
Although I never struggled
to break free.

I found some form of peace
in your chaotic mind.
I think your parents liked me,
they said I was a good influence.
I wonder if that's all ever I was.

I thought I could save you.
From what, I did not know.
But what I do know is that I tried
to fix the broken pieces.
But it fell apart too quickly, too silently.

I miss those nights
where we would sit and talk.
It didn't matter what we talked about.
Just that we were happy.
And I was, in those moments.

It is not the painful memories
that make this hard to remember.
But the peaceful ones.
The times we were happy,
the times we were friends.

Was I not enough?
Was I too much?
I have so many questions I would like to ask.
If we had time to talk again.
If we had time to be happy with just each other.

-  A letter to a girl who will never read it.

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