The Unknown

Asher

Everything in me was telling me to turn around and rip her fathers throat out, but I pushed it down and kept driving. How could a person sit there and say these things about their daughter? I didn't understand at first why Ally was so hesitant about today, but now I get it. If this was just a tiny bit of what her parents are really like, i can only imagine what she's gone through her whole life

Ally had passed out about 30 minutes ago, she cried till she fell asleep it broke my heart to see her this way, no one deserves that, no one

I want her to know that she will forever have someone to turn to, even when she thinks she doesn't. I may not be the perfect man or even the best man for her, but I'd die before I ever made her feel this way.

She has my hand wrapped under her face, holding on to it tightly, her face is laying on the arm rest with her body curled up on the seat. I have no idea how she's sleeping like this

If i wasn't driving i could stare at her sleeping face for hours, as creepy as it may sound i do watch her when she sleeps, it brings me joy to see her sleep. I haven't slept in ages. I forgot what it feels like, seeing her sleep fascinates me. Feeling her beating heart and warm skin makes something come alive in me that I didn't know could.

She loves to be held and coming from someone who hates being touched. It took time to get used to it but now I can't get enough of it. I want her in my arms constantly, I hate when she leaves, i long for the time i see her face again.

I don't understand love

"Love" has been a foreign feeling for so long

I haven't "Loved" someone for so long, not since..

"Asher"

Ally calls my name bringing me out of my train of thought

"Yes" i say turning my head to her

"Are we home yet" She says with her eyes halfway open, i can't tell if she's still asleep or waking up

"Not yet love, almost tho"

"Mhmm" She mumbles against my arm, i chuckle knowing she's still asleep

"Sleep love, i'll carry you inside when we get home" I stop at a stoplight and use my other hand to softly move her hair away from her face, i don't think i'll ever get over how beautiful she is

Just then she looks up at me with those beautiful green eyes, I could stare into them all day every day. She could get anything she wanted with one look from those eyes, it pains me that anyone would want to hurt her

"The lights green Asher" she says laughing at me. Oops

"Shh, go to sleep" I laugh and push her head back down, she chuckles then lays her head on the arm rest, still holding my arm to her

Finally we made it back home. Ally had passed back out so I got out and went to her side. I unbuckled her seatbelt and carefully picked her up into my arms. She moves a little in my arms but calms when she curls to my chest and realizes it's me. Trying to open the front door is hard with one hand, but after a few tries i get the key in and open it, she moves again, i can tell she's starting to wake up, hopefully she'll fall back asleep.

I get her upstairs and lay her gently on the bed, I walk to the foot of the bed and take her shoes off. I get them off and throw them somewhere, i go over to my side and lay down next to her but she stops me from fully laying down

"I can't sleep in jeans" She says looking down at her tight jeans that hug every curve perfectly, definitely my favorite pair she owns..

"Well, take them off" I look at her confused not understanding what she's getting at

"You do it, i don't wanna move" She says then closes her eyes again

"Ally"

"Shh, just take them off" She moves her hands down to unbutton them and lifts her leg so i can pull them off

I sit up and grip the waistband of her jeans slowly pulling them down. I don't trust myself doing this, one look and I'll be all over her. I can't, not tonight

Finally I got them off after what felt like years, I threw them somewhere, I didn't care to look how could I when her bright lacey red underwear is practically killing me. It's killing me slowly, I can't help but stare. i know she knows im looking she's still awake but just laying with her eyes closed. She did this on purpose

"If you're gonna undress me with your eyes you might as well take them off" She says still with her eyes closed but with a tiny smirk. Good god this women will be the death of me

I can't help myself, I lean down and place a kiss on her thigh. She hums but still stays laying back, I go closer up her thigh leaving little kisses all the way up to where her lace ends, she lets out little breaths every time i get closer. I can hear her heart beating fast it kills me even more when i realize what i'm doing

I stop and sit up. She opens her eyes and looks at me with a disappointed face

"Why'd you stop" She says turning her head at me

"Because, we're not doing this right now" I move over her and lay next to her, she huffs and climbs on my lap

"But i wore these for you" She takes my hands and places them on her hips overtop of her underwear

"Not tonight, love" I move my hands to her face slowly running my thumb over he cheek

"Do you not want me?" Her face drops and now she looks upset. If only she knew how bad i did want her, it's taking everything in me to not turn her over and ruin her till she can't walk

"Baby, that's not it at all" I reassure her but she doesn't believe me, i know that. She thinks i don't find her attractive and that those little lace underwear aren't making me go insane

"Then why" Her hands go from my chest to her hips

"I don't want to hurt you" I move my hands from her face to rest them on hers

"You won't hurt me Asher"

"I could and i wouldn't be able to live with myself if i did hurt you and don't you dare think i don't want you, cause trust me I do" I hold her hands in mine tightly pulling her closer to me

She nods her head and lays down on my chest, i put my one hand on her head and the other on her back slowly running my fingers over her skin

"I'm sorry" She says cuddling into me

"No, don't be sorry My Love" I hold her tight and feel her breathing start to slow down, her body relaxes against me and she's asleep. I place a kiss on top of her head and lay there with her on my chest. This is my favorite part of my day, when I have her against me.