6.22.15/2:49
so on Saturday, 6.20.15, I went to a festival near my house. my friend Morgan came with me, but as soon as I pulled up to the fest, I see people from my school. I honestly get overwhelmed and anxious I guess when I see people from my school, except for my good school friends. my friend Morgan saw them and asked if we wanted to go meet up with them. I didn't. but my family members came there too so I had to see them first. I liked that more than hanging out with people from my school.
I did end up "meeting up" with them. and I feel like only a few people noticed that I was there. basically 4 and a half people while there were plenty of people from my school that were there. the half was someone that I know likes me I guess but stops liking me when someone cuter comes around. I told him to go on a ride and he said no but he did ride other rides with me, but as soon as other girls pull up he rides the ride with them.
ANXJAOKZWKPQKXJAKQKSNJSJSJAJKQK137282829192822122132211321121AJZJWONXKW. I'm getting overwhelmed thinking about this and typing it I really want to cry. OMG what's going on?
this upcoming school year, I am not playing games. I'm coming to school to learn and I'm going to not think of school as a prison, I'm going to think of it as my road to success in life. the students at my school are what I would call Devils. I just don't like the people at my school. I like people, but I don't like people. I like people at dance, and a few people at school and obviously my family but the general public, and other kids at my school make me want to cry and I get overwhelmed.
OMG MY HEART IS RACING RIGHT NOW AS IM READING THIS OMG. like when I look at them I'm not emotionally prepared to even look at them! I'm really scared idk what's going on. I'm about to cry. what's going on? I can't. I'm not even kidding. why I'm I writing about this? Jesus help me please.
next year I'm not playing around I'm going to have 4 maybe 5 people at my side.
1.Jesus
2.Sami
3.Morgan
4.Kayla
5.maybe boyfriend.
JK IM KIDDING AF I DONT PLAY! BOYS ARENT GOING TO BE IN MY LIFE UNTIL AFTER LIKE COLLEGE OKAY BYE!
