SILENCED VOICE

david. b

why did you leave me like that?

did i mean nothing to you? 

were all the things you said about me true?

do you really think i'm strong? did you actually mean it when you said i was beautiful or did you just say it because i was you're girlfriend.

did you actually love me for me and not just the way i treated you?

i understand you're but you also caused me pain, you hurt my heart, i told you what would happened if i lost you.

the breakup broke me into pieces. 

i cut 6 inches off my hair, i quit the basketball team, i started cutting myself and harming myself. i started staying up all night wondering why you broke up with me, because you never told me why you broke up with me. missing so many days of school not wanting to get out of bed, and when i did go to school i would always sleep in class which got me i a lot of trouble. i stopped doing things i love which was dressing up a bit, playing basketball and volleyball, and making tiktoks.

the pain i endured after, and my friends were so tired of me saying how much i miss you and the way you use to talk to me.

my best friend started saying how i was disgusting because i miss you "too much" 

i loved you so much i got bullied from it, i harmed myself for you, i destroyed myself because you just left me.

but i'm back with a better version of myself.