The Dark Side Of The Sun

I would rather die trying than living like this..

I have to at least try to escape.. I would rather die trying than living like this, I had to make him fall in love with me or something.. maybe then he would trust me and I could escape. I don't wanna end up like rose. When I think about it I haven't seen rose since last night, she wasn't in Tom's room I don't think she's in the house. Paris woke up giving me a smile "hey, thank you for comforting me, I brought you a glass of water " I said giving her a little smile.

"Where is that girl that Tom beat up last night when we came?" I asked her "rose? I haven't seen her since yesterday I don't think she's here maybe she.." she stopped talking she was just looking down now "maybe she what?" I said quietly "don't think about that it's ok.."  she said looking a little sad I think I new what she meant.. rose was dead. Poor girl she may have been a bitch but she is a human being too.. "We should probably get ready now, every night we have to go to the club or the casino to sell drugs and shit" Paris said getting up, and walking towards the bathroom. "Oh but I don't have any of my stuff and I doubt Tom would let me go get them by my self.."I said "it's ok you can borrow from me, he'll probably go get your stuff later or something" Paris said while she brushed her hair. "Thanks"

We was doing our make up in-front of her mirror while listening to music and dancing, maybe it wasn't so bad there if I had Paris. I wore a black dress with a sweetheart neckline and black heels to match, that I borrowed from Paris I had my hair down. And Paris wore a long black dress with a split and had her hair up in a beautiful bun with black heels, she looked absolutely beautiful. We were just about to go before we heard the car engine's out side "looks like they are here" Paris said putting on her pearl ear rings.

I was actually kind of nervous to see Tom. I stood behind Paris while he walked in the door with the other guys and Elena and Ivy following. I could feel Tom's eyes staring at me, I looked up and our eyes locked he had the same cold emotionless stare as in the casino and every where else. I looked down at my heels and then he came towards me and wrapped his arms around my waist. I was a bit shocked by his quick moves, he tugged my hair behind my ear and whispered "you are gonna behave to night, don't even think about escaping" I threw his hands off me and snapped at him "you don't tell me what to do" everyone's jaw dropped they were staring at me like I was crazy, he grabbed my arm and dragged me out side and threw me into his car.

I tried to open the door but it was fucking child lock on it what the hell wa s I supposed to do now? He went back inside to get the others or something I just felt like I was gonna die, but I had to do what he said for my escape plan to work but that was gonna be really hard. I have serious anger issues and I can't help it, then I saw the other guys going inside their cars and Paris looked at me scared. I put a thumb in the air so she could see that I was ok for now..

Then I saw Tom coming, he climbed inside the car, I didn't look at him I just looked out the window. We both was silent the whole car ride, I just looked out the window, staring at the beautiful sunset the sunset reminded me of when Elena and I used to go to the top of this abandoned building and just watch the sunset while talking about what we thought our life was gonna be when we grow up, I remember I thought that I'd have my dream husband and that loved cars as much I do, and a beautiful house with a beautiful garden and that we'd be a nice family. But that would never ever happen to me not if I was stuck here my life was wrecked.

I snapped back into reality when the car stopped in front of some club. He opened my door and walked inside the club I followed after him the others where already there "go over to the girls they'll tell you what to do, and don't make any problems got it?" He said looking straight into my eyes seriously. I nodded and went over to the girls Paris was dealing with some guys selling to them, I walked over to Elena and Ivy "hey are you all right?" Elena asked me giving me a hug "yes I'm fine" I said giving her a smile "what should I do?" I asked Ivy "ok so you are gonna stand right here," pushing me towards a booth "and here is the drugs don't sell any under 100€ ok?" She said smiling "ok" I said I could feel someone staring at me I looked a bit around then I saw Tom leaning against a wall watching me I got kinda nervous but I kept my confidence, I did as I was told. Then Tom came over to me and said to Ivy that was standing next to me "take over here" "yes" she said

He then grabbed my arm and dragged me after him, I threw his hand off of me "I can walk my by myself" I snapped at him. He just rolled his eyes and said "follow me" like I was a fucking dog or something. I was so frustrated right now but I have to do what he said, I followed behind him.