The Dark Side Of The Sun

This is not what i signed up for..

I just kept my head down, embarrassed from the shower incident. Elena was giggling all over bill, I just sat there in silence Paris must have noticed I was being so quiet and she came towards me "hey Mel let's go upstairs" she said grabbing my arm gently. We went upstairs to her and Gustavs room "they aren't gonna let me go are they?" I asked her looking down at my feet, she signed "no.. I don't think so" she said also looking down "I'm not supposed to tell anyone this but since I think it's about you I'm just gonna say it" "say what?" I asked her curios.

"Well last night before the race I walked past their office and I heard Tom talk about racing a girl that he'd seen at the casino, and he was planning to kidnap you after, but after you won the race he was so pissed off, I don't even know why he didn't kill you right there" "what he was planning to kidnap me?" I said looking confused "yes but I didn't really know if it was you, but now it's obvious, i god kidnapped my Gustav and so did Ivy by Georg." She said looking a bit sad "shit this is not what I signed up for.." I said looking at her "what did you willingly race him?" She asked me in surprised "well no, or kind of I had to because Elena made some kid of deal with him that if I won she got to join the gang" "what?! No no you guys don't know what you have gotten yourselves into, I couldn't say anything to you guys last night because all the other guys where standing there, I didn't know y'all had come willingly" she said grabbing my shoulders "but there is no escape now.. they won't let you guys go"

she said letting go of my arms " I new they where the most dangerous gang in Europe, but I didn't think about it that much I didn't fully know what I was getting myself into, I shouldn't have raced him after all. I don't give a shit about Elena's stupid bet" I said putting my head in my hands "it's gonna be ok.. it's tough at first but it's gonna be better after some time, just do as your told my then and nothing too bad will happen" she said stroking my back, I didn't want to cry but thinking of Tom beating me every singe night or that my life was even more wrecked than before I couldn't help my tears falling, I wiped then quickly away and mentally slapped my self but I couldn't help it the tears just kept falling, I eventually gave up trying to wipe them away and I just collapsed into Paris's arms she stroked my hair and kept whispering "it's going to be ok" we sat like this for hours until I fell asleep.

I slowly woke up Paris was still laying besides me she was now sleeping. I thought of Elena, I'd known her my entire life and now was the time I needed her the most and she wasn't here, but Paris was, she was the one that calmed me down when I had a mental breakdown because my life was wrecked and she was the one to sit by my side when I was sleeping not Elena. Even tho she new that Tom had beaten me and I wound never be free again, she still just brushed that off her shoulder with the tiniest pice of guilt and a little cry. But not Paris, and I've only known her for about 24 hours. I new Elena was sad about what happened, but not enough to actually care for me Even tho I came here willingly, and I knew it wasn't her fault she still saw how broken and ruined I was. But I don't blame her it wasn't her fault..

I took the blanket carefully over Paris and went down stairs into the kitchen to went to get Paris and myself a glass of water, no one was there except me and bill, he was sitting at the kitchen counter looking at his phone.

"Where is everyone?" I asked him while filling my glass of water "out on a mission" "what mission?" I asked him curiously "that's for me to know and you to find out" he said still looking down on his phone "whatever" I mumbled "so you guy's aren't gonna let me or Elena go huh" I said crossing my arms. He finally looked at me and said "no, it's good that you came willingly, if you had talked to Tom that way he would probably kill you" he said looking down on his phone again. I took the glass of water with me upstairs and placed it on what I supposed was Paris's nightstand