jevon oneshots (jake + devon)

soul tie 2

yololo i might make a third if this doesn't play out as slow as i want it too... I DONT KNOWWW

devon's pov

we both walked into the booth with no ideas in mind .. or so he thought.

i put my 3 dollars into the booth as i watch jake laugh at the fact i couldn't fit it into the machine.

1...2...3 jake did a thumbs up as i smile

1...2...3 i kiss jake on the cheek as he smiles with his eyes closed

1...2...3 we both look at each other slightly confused but with love and care.

1...2...3 mwah.

shit.

3rd persons pov

devon quickly let go and went out the booth, jake sitting there to think about what just happened.

"he's straight, that wasn't right."

devon stands against the booth waiting for the photos to come out.

"devon , i'm sorry" jake says before looking down at his shoes.

"just don't , when we get to my house we go by as nothing happened okay?" devon looked at him stern

"yea" but what if he didn't wanna just act like nothing happened.

they both took 1 photo strip and walked out to the exit, this time jake didn't bring out his hand for him

devons pov

if i wanted it , if i was comfortable with it , why did i react like that? (3rd person) because he knew he couldn't accept himself.

backstory.

i remember watching my dad walk out that door because of his affair partner who was, a man. i was never homophobic or grew to be anything like lexi but i could never forgive him for it. breaking my poor mothers heart for hookups and sexual relations.

meeting jake felt strange, someone who could express themselves without a worry in their mind.

i felt love with jake , romantic love(?) no no no , platonic love . i loved the way he made me feel comfortable to be with him,he never pushed boundaries nothing like that. although i knew that jake liked me i couldn't let that happen , not for me , not for our friendship, not for my mom.

back to reality. (and time skip)

i feel jake's hot breath against my neck , 2:00 am my alarm showed.

i wish we did talk about what happened, why it happened and how we can move forward with it. but i didn't want to but i knew i had too.

i snuggle back into him and let my eyes go to rest.

ig chapter 3 is coming 🥰, maybe 4 depends how i wanna push this and move it forward haha get it nvm.