Lauren's P.O.V
Camila. Camila, Camila, Camila. Why can't I stop thinking about her? I've spent less than 5 minutes with her but yet it feel like a lifetime. She had something about her. Her eyes had stories to tell and her smile was wearing away. I've spent less than 5 minutes with this girl and I feel like I've know her long enough to know her life story.
I felt bad about making her wait for me while I spoke to my mates. She wouldn't understand and I didn't want them picking on her. I knew that if I had took her to them they would only just cause drama and I didn't want than for Camila nor for me. I wish I could get to know her more. Know the stories that she has to tell. Know the truth behind her smile and know the hurt behind hers eyes.
Then I was snapped out of my thoughts by the fucking dickhead teacher.
"Miss Jauregui" said Mr Hemmings. Still using the same tone he did 6 weeks ago. I swear that man's voice stays the same.
"Here sir" I responded.
"Hey Lauren, you ok? You sort or spaced out a little" Ruby asked.
"Yeah, just thinking, you know"
I lifted my bag up to get a pen out of my bag when I heard the door open. I lifted my head and my eyes we're glued onto hers. She is so beau.. stop!!! What am I thinking? Get a fucking grip Lauren.
"Class this is Camila Cabello. She is a new student". She smiled and waved. Her smile was so beautiful yet so sad. Her eyes we're like a galaxy that I wanted to explore. I wanted her. SHUT THE FUCK UP LAUREN!!!!!!! YOU'VE KNOWN THE GIRL A FEW MINUTES.
"Miss Cabello, would you like to take a seat next to Lauren" he smiled and gestured towards me. I don't know why but I suddenly got nervous and felt my heart speed up.
"Hey stranger" I said and winked. Why did I wink? What is it about her that make me do this shit?
"Hi Lolo" she chuckled.
"Lolo?" Is that her nickname for me?
"Sorry, it's a nickname it just kind of slipped out. It's horrible I kn..."
"No I like it. I think I'll call you..... ermm..... Camz"
"Camz? I like it"
I felt Ruby tap me on the shoulder.
"Good luck sitting next to her for the rest of the year" she laughed. Why would she laugh? It wasn't even funny. Don't get me wrong Ruby is my friend but who the fuck does she think she is to say that about Camz? But I guess I have to play along with it right?
"I know" I did a fake laugh after. I hope it sounded convincing. Why can't I stand up for myself or Camila for that matter? I guess I just don't want to loose my friends. I spent so long by myself and I don't want to go back to how it was before. It's a lonely place. Surely seeing as I know how it feels I should stand up for people that they bully? But I don't. I'm such a horrible person.
"Lauren, seeing as I haven't heard you speak much today, why don't you tell us your opinion on 'Romeo and Juliet'?"
I slowly raise to my feet and felt everybody's eyes on me. Including the hazle ones that made my heart beat quicken.
"Ermm.. well I feel like the whole thing and idea about soul mates that they try to get across is complete bullshit. I think it's pretty ridiculous how they fell in love and decided to get married after just 2 hours of knowing each other. It also disgusts me how Romeo is 17 or 18 and Juliet is only 13. I feel as though it give a very negative message out to young people about how it's ok to fuck someone who is 4 or 5 years older than you when you've only just met them. I understand how they believe that they are 'soul mates' but I don't believe in 'soul mates'. I believe that it is all bollocks and they were just hormonal. I don't believe that they love each other but I believe that they felt like they needed to." I slowly sat down when I realised that everybody's eyes we're still on me. I felt quite intimidated. And this is coming from a girl that makes people feel 'intimidated' I let out a sign of relieve when I felt everybody's eyes from towards the board, but just as I was about to I still felt Camila's eyes on me.
"What?" I giggled.
"You just have a very interesting way if speaking" her eyes locked mine and i swear I couldn't breath for a moment.
"What do you mean?" I managed to get out.
"Nothing. Don't worry" she smiled before turning her attention towards the board.
As she turned around I noticed a deep scar going down her neck. You could see that she tried to cover it up with make-up but it was too deep to do that. I told you this girl has stories and I'm going to do everything I can to find out them. What was it about her. What was it that made me feel this way. I can already tell that this year is going to be a very interesting year.
Writer's note;
Please tell me what you think about this so far. Should I continue it?
