Giving it all up for you

A boring life (introduction)

Hii, I would like to apologize if I make any grammar mistakes English isn't my first language, this is a slow burn and y/n will meet Levi in a few chapters don't worry feel free to give any sort of criticism , this is juste an introduction so it won't be quite long expect way longer chapters❤️

I wouldn't say I have a boring life, quite the
opposite, I always find myself in strange situations. The boring part would be my love life, never eventful, nothing interesting, so much that even the touch of a finger from the opposite gender could make me panic. At one point I even started asking myself if I might be unlovable, especially now.

Because here I am listening to my friend talk about loosing her virginity to some stranger during her vacation, while I hadn't even had my first kiss. Of course I was envious, I was so jealous she could experience what I wanted, teen romance, to be loved, even if only for one night.

"It was so hot, he was so nice with me and kept reassuring me I loved every second!" At this point I was tuning out everything she was saying, "wow sounds nice..Hitch" I muttered, "don't worry this year will be yours I'm sure of it, have you seen what class you're in?" That's right I had completely forgotten we finally had our classes.

"I just hope we aren't in the same class as Armin how awkward would it be" Now what might have happened with Armin? Let me explain, I liked him since middle school, Hitch has also liked him for like a year and had the balls to tell him but ended up getting rejected, while she moved on quite fast and had multiple flirts after, I kind of stayed in the same spot

"Yeah I would not want to be in the same class as him in your situation", I said laughing, the thing is, I did experience the exact same thing , I told him I liked him and he made it clear he didn't, since then we don't talk anymore. I only told Sasha about it as she comforted the many times I felt bad about it.

I feel Hitch move across from me, getting her laptop out to see if our classes had been published."Y/n ! We're in the same class as Sasha and Connie!" Now that could bring my mood up, they have been my best friend since primary school at least now I'll have more support for 11th grade,

"I just know this year will be great, who knows you might even kiss a dude or more" I laugh sarcastically "Yeah right I don't even think I want that as a goal anymore"

"Are you ready for your first day ? Remember your other class I assigned you to start next week honey" my mother reminded me, "Yea don't worry you already told me 10 times since yesterday."I frown my eyebrows at her, she can be so stressful some times, growing up I hardly did anything with my mom, the only time we spend together is for gossip, and she can't seem to want to let go the fact I apparently never talk about boys not believing it when I tell her there is hardly anything to say.

She smiled at me gave me a hug and ushered me out of the house, as I called the elevator I reached out my phone and I see a notification pop up from my group with my summer friends,

Pieck:
bro i am so not ready for this year to begin bring summer back 🙏🙏
porco:
Why, you miss me?

the next few messages were just them flirting back and forth, i was not going to read all that.

Y/n:
please stop flirting im getting goosebumps just remembering how y'all were a few weeks ago with each other
Porco:
not my fault you're single
Annie:
Nah she has a major point poor girl was third wheeling half her summer

Always in their own world, why is everyone around me covered in love, it's like the universe wants to laugh in my face.I put my phone in my pocket as i leave my apartment, let's hope this year hold more surprises.