Starcicle Oneshots

IN need of love

Short chapter

WARNING THIS ONESHOT CONTAINS

- Panic attack

- Scratching and Cuts 

- Mentions of blood 

This Oneshot is written by Personal Experience (and my friend's whose I got permission) 

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Slime and Etoiles were in bed sleeping Etoiles hugging Slime from behind, They were sleeping peacefully until Etoiles comms stared buzzing non-stop, He woke up trying not to wake up Slime he checked the comms it was another code alert he got up fastly grabbing his sythe and warped to spawn leaving Slime alone sleeping.

Slime woke up he sat up stretching and yawned he grabbed his glasses and looked over at where Etoiles should've been but he wasn't there Slime started to panic a little he stood up and went to the bathroom he brushed his teeth and went to the kitchen to see if Etoiles was there, he wasn't that's where Slime paniced even more looking around frantically to see if Etoiles came to him hugged him, maybe he finally left him like everyone in his life maybe if he hadn't been so stupid if he hadn't been so weak maybe Etoiles wouldn't have left him he was now hyperventilating he sat on the floor hugging his knees to his chest he couldn't see he just saw white his eyes started tearing sobbing he couldn't stop his head started hurting he was useless nobody wanted him he was just a joke just someone to make fun of someone to make fun of he was just a nobody on this island nobody liked him.

Etoiles has managed to almost kill the code 'almost' due to the fact that he fled Etoiles was pretty angry that the code flew away like a coward atleast the code out up a good fight Phil, Forever, Roier and Pierre where there everyone else was with the eggs at Ninho he was glad everyone was safe and after this he could finally see Slime maybe they could play some games with Pomme, When Etoiles finished helping and talking with the other he went home with slime.

Slime was still sobbing and hyperventilating he had made some cuts and scratches to his legs hands and arms he felt itchy scratching his face he continued this until his face hurt.

Etoiles was unlocking the door until he heard sobs he unlocked it faster than ever he opened the door to see Slime on the ground hugging his knees scratching himself sobbing he ran up to him scared "Slime are you ok? C-can you hear me?!" But Slime didn't respond he couldn't hear him he couldn't see him Etoiles cursed under his breath and put his arm on Slimes back rubbing Slime flinched at the touch at first and looked up he could barely see "Slime I'm here shhh mon cher I'm here" Etoiles tried calming down Slime but that didn't make Slime stop Etoiles couldn't really touch Slime because he was full of scratches and cuts he had some blood dripping down his legs and arms Etoiles tried to keep himself and Slime calm he grabbed his com and texted Phil to see if he could help 

Etoiles: 'Phil'

Etoiles: 'Phil'

Etoiles: 'Phil'

Etoiles: 'Phil'

Etoiles: 'Phil'

Etoiles: 'help me Phil sos' 

Ph1lza: 'Etoiles you good?!'

Etoiles: 'what do you do when Slime has a panic attack?!!' 

Ph1lza: 'Oh shit try and tell him to control his breathing first after his breathing calms dawn a bit try and tell him to smell something fuck- I'm coming' 

Etoiles did what Phil told him "Slime please look at me take deep breaths" Slime looked at Etoiles and tried to control his breath his crying stopped for a while but continued after Etoiles left for some water when Etoiles came back he kept reassuring him trying to make Slime take deep breaths, after a while Phil came and helped Etoiles calm Slime down he gave something slime could hug and smell and after a lot of deep breaths he stop hyperventilating, he drank all his water and Phil left for more Etoiles looked at Slime "Slime can you talk now are you ok?!" Slime looked at Etoiles and hugged him a few tears dropped from Slimes eyes which burned his face Etoiles hugged Slime but the other flinched "Sorry sorry I'll go for bandages I'll come back in a minute" Slime just nodded and waited for Etoiles to come back, Phil came back with water and left, Etoiles came back a few seconds later with some alcohol and bandages Slime looked at both of them then looked at the floor with guilt reflecting through his eyes Etoiles kneeled down and started bandaging Slimes arms, legs and hands Slime never looked up at Etoiles "I'm sorry..." Slime looked up at Etoiles who was taken aback by the sudden 'sorry' "What?" Eroiles questioned "I'm sorry for being here I'm sorry to waste your time on me I'm sorry-" "No. You shouldn't be sorry I'm here to protect you I'm here to help you so you better not be sorry!" After that Slime kept silent until Etoiles finished bandaging him Etoiles scooped up Charlie and dropped him on the couch on the living room he sat down with him and hugged him "Want to talk about why you where crying on the floor?" Slime looked at Etoiles nodding hesitantly.

Slime looked at Etoiles and stared "I-i thought that maybe you left me and would never come b-back, everyone leaves me so why not you? I-i panicked and suddenly I couldn't see I couldn't hear oh god so useless!" Slime look to the side Etoiles looked at Slime with a worried look "Slime Slime look at me you ARE not useless you are fucking world Slime I would never EVER leave you!" And with that Slime hugged Etoiles tearing a bit. 

Fin :D