What's Done in the Dark - G!P [CONVERT]

Ch12

Hyun-ji's P.O.V

I am completely shocked that she would do something like this. I've hurt her so many times in the past that I can forgive her for this and I do want to make this relationship work. And now that she's pregnant, that's only more reason to stay with her. I can't let her deal with a pregnancy by herself.

After work, I honesty didn't want to go home. I didn't know where to go though. I just needed to talk to someone. Someone who would listen to me and try and comfort me. I'd never expected it to be Natalie and I never expected us to sleep together.

"That...was..."

"Mind blowing" she says finishing for me as she mindlessly plays with a strand of my hair as we lie next to each other in her bed.

"That, but..." I say

"But what?" she says and I sigh

"I wanted to stop doing this..."

"Why? You just said it was great and no one is going to find out."

"Because I wanted to change. I didn't want to do this anymore."

"Hyun-ji, she won't know. Besides we both know you're not in love with her."

"I do love her...and she's pregnant."

"You say you love her but you're here and- she's pregnant?" Natalie says, gaping at me

"Yeah she's almost 10 weeks pregnant with twins...but."

"But what?"

"They might not be mine." I say softly and she sits up on her elbow to look down at me

"She cheated on you?" she asks

"Cheating. I caught her earlier today."

"Cheating? I know I don't know her that well, but she didn't seem like the type to do that."

"Maybe I drove her to it..."

"Explain it to me Rae."

"I went to lunch with a few co-workers and I saw her and Jisoo kissing at a table."

"No, I meant how you drove her to it. And are you sure it wasn't just a friendly kiss? Some friends do that.

"Why do people keep saying that? You don't do that when you're in a relationship."

"Hyun-ji, girls will give other girls a friendly peck on the lips as a hello or a goodbye. I do it with my friends sometimes."

"It was not a peck! I saw tongue!" I say and huff frustrated

"Oh. Well that's different then. And I'm sorry but you just look to cute when your doing that." She says and I can't help the small smile and blush that grace my face when she says that

"Yes. And I found out its been going on for months..."

"Look, it'll be okay. I know I'm not exactly your favorite person but if you need to talk I'm here. Maybe this is a sign."

"Why would you say that? I know we've had our problems in the past but...that's the past. And how can it be a sign?"

"Well, maybe she's meant to be with someone else and so are you. Or maybe you have issues and you should take a break and both work on them."

"But...she's pregnant...I can't just leave her."

"I didn't mean leave her for good. Just maybe a few weeks apart."

"No. she needs me. I have to be there."

"I meant romantically apart Hyun-ji."

"Look, Natalie it...I can't."