Home is with you

𝓣𝓲𝓮𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓫𝓲𝓷𝓭

Matteo's pov

" Matteo come on man get out . we are worried about" Dylan said sighing

I didn't answer I'm not in no mood to talk at all or face my siblings 

They can't see me like that no

It's afternoon now my siblings downstairs having lunch and Dylan's here confessing me to come down but I'm not going 

I rested my head against the bed frame looking down at the picture of Xavier and I 

I'm such an asshole I just lost my son 

I mean he seemed to forgive me but I could never forget the fear he had on his face

I'm such a bad dad He even doubted whether to call me  papa or not

This word that melted my hair in pieces

For the first I looked at his eyes . I knew Id love him to the day I die

Flashback 

Lauren and I were watching a movie snuggling in each other arms

Lauren is 37 weeks  pregnant it's crazy how times fly 

"Ow.." Lauren said hold her belly

"Are you okay?" I asked in concern 

"I-I d-don't know . It hurts" She said in pain

All of sudden I felt water

Shit her water broke that means she's going in labor 

Yeah no shit sherlock 

"My w-water broke Matteo, grab my bag and keys" Lauren said

"Okay okay just stay calm"

 I rushed up the stairs grabbing the bag 

"let's go" I said helping her out to the car

We arrived at the hospital and they took her in 

I filled the papers that I had to and got in room with her

The doctor kept telling her to push 

"Come on baby almost there " I said cooing at her holding her hands

"I CAN'T IT HURT STOP IT P-PLEASE" She shouted

"I can see his head come on push harder "

Then we heard a cry of little boy

I looked at my wife to see tears on her face 

"That's it babe he's here " I wiped her tears away

They took the baby aside and wiped the blood off him 

And placed him on Lauren's chest 

"Aww he's pretty cute "  Lauren said chuckling 

I climbed on bed with Lauren and our son 

I put my arms around Lauren  and pull her closer to me

He just look like a perfect mix of us both 

She lead her head on my shoulder as I was looking into my sons eyes

I smiled at him and placed my pointer finger between his tiny little baby hands 

He clutched to my fingers as he's falling asleep

I looked at my gorgeous wife 

"I will love you both forever and  never let you go"

End of flashback