The Escape

Chapter 6: The Journal

I sat down on his bed and held the journal in my hand. I wasn't sure if I should have opened it or not. If I opened it then it may not be that bad but, if it was and he didn't want me to open it then I would feel bad. I sat there for a few seconds and I finally opened it. It was just more art work. I flipped through the pages and then I found an interesting picture. Actually it was more than one. He had drew some pictures of this girl. When I looked more closely at the drawings, I realized it was me. Chandler had drew pictures of me. Why was this? What does this mean? I heard Chandler coming up the stairs so I quickly put the journal back and sat back down on his bed.
Chandler: Hey sorry I took so long
Me: It's okay
Chandler: So what do you think about my work?
Me: It's really amazing
He came down and sat next to me and looked around the room and then looked at me with his amazing eyes.
Chandler: It really means a lot to me that you came
Me: Oh it's no problem
Chandler: No really you have no idea
I looked Chandler in the eyes and out of no where I kissed him and he didn't pull away. It was the most amazing kiss I have ever had. To be fair it was my first kiss and its a kiss I'll never forget. Until I realized HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND!!!!
Me: I am so sorry. I didn't mean to do that.
I quickly got up and headed out the door
Chandler: Emily stop.
I quickly ran outside and started to run home. I realized while running I left my bag there. That bag had my school notebook of drawings of him. I can't believe I did that. What if she finds out? Well my life is over and more over than it already was. I didn't know what I was going to do when school came. I still have two classes with him and that means I wouldn't be able to look at him. Well at least I still have Sunday till I die.