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Rin felt the weight of every mistake, each one amplifying his belief that his mere presence caused distress to those around him. His thoughts often wandered into the realms of his origins, questioning if his distant, enigmatic father, Satan, or anyone from his familial past could harbor even a fragment of care for him.
The longing to bridge the chasm between himself and his origins burdened Rin's heart. He grappled with the concept of family, feeling the weight of his existence as a potential burden to his mysterious brothers, preventing any attempt to meet them and avoiding causing further chaos in their lives.
Cocooned in the solace of his blankets, Rin found solace in the unwavering affection of Kuro, a source of steadfast love and support in his tumultuous life. The desire to connect with his father persisted, despite the realization that time was slipping away, leaving a mere two months to achieve an impossible feat—becoming an exorcist.
The thought of Gehenna, a place shrouded in mystery and tied to his family's past, tantalized Rin's mind. It whispered promises of answers and connections but also posed the haunting question of whether it was worth forsaking the present for the uncertain embrace of the unknown.
The notion of seeing his mother, a figure cloaked in hearsay and resemblance, tugged at his heartstrings. Stories told by his old man hinted at similarities between Yukio and her while drawing eerie parallels between Rin and her, stirring a yearning to understand their shared traits.
Contemplations about Gehenna stirred within Rin's mind, challenging the notion of fulfilling his duties as an exorcist. The pressure mounted, the sense of being perceived as a monster or a freak by society weighing heavily on his soul.
Amidst these swirling thoughts, the idea of exploring Gehenna clashed with ethical boundaries, leading Rin to contemplate sneaking a peek into Yukio's forbidden books, an act that could further strain their already complex relationship.
In this labyrinth of emotions and unanswered questions, Rin found himself at a crossroads, navigating the tangled web of his past, present, and an uncertain future, all while grappling with the complexities of familial ties, expectations, and the pursuit of self-discovery. Should I go see him or wait for my untimely death? Oh well....I'm tired, he thinks as he drifts off to sleep.
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Not an accident
Fanfictionrin okumura,the spawn of Satan... a of people hate him for something he can't control. it's not his fault! he didn't choose this. he was blamed for his father's actions. When he was younger, a beautiful demon would visit rin in his dreams. Who? what...
