Not an accident

12

'Rin rolls over to his side and pulls the balanket up to his chin. "I'm going to go check on evreyone else.. okay rin?" Amaimon tells him. Rin nods, and amaimon walks over to his dresser and puts boxers and a clean pair of pants on.

"I love you, rin."

"I love you too, amaimon"
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(I js wanna say that in this book, amaimon dosent have the same hair as the anime, imagine it kinda like rin's but green bc I don't like the one he has in the anime and he dosent dress like a clown in this fan fic ether)
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Amaimon walks towards the bedroom door, opening the door and closing it quietly; making sure to not wake rin up. He walks down the long hallway, making his way back into the living room.
He walks in, and evreyone looking at him. "What?"
He asks, kinda confused to why they all are starting at him.

Mephisto looks into amaimons direction and smirks. "Did you have fun amaimon..?" He asks, obviously making fun of him. "Yeah actually," amaimon smirks. "Best peice of ass I've ever had~" evreyone else shrugs amaimon off because they are just used to his vulgar comments; except for yukio.

"HAH?!?!" He yelled stomping over to amaimon.
"Don't talk about rin like that- oh.. hey rin." Yukio was interrupted by rin, walking into the room.
Amaimon turned around and slithered his arms around rin's waist. "I thought you were still alseep?"

"No.. I missed you; so I came out here." Rin looked at yukio with confusion panting his features. "What's got you so angry, yukio?" He scoffs and glares at amaimon. "This fucker was talking nasty!!" Yukio glared harder. "What did he say?" Rin asks.

"He said you were the best peice of ass he's ever had..." yukio repeated amaimons comment with venom on his tongue. A light blush made it's way onto rin's cheeks, he laughed. "That's just how he is, yukio. Pay him no mind."

"..and plus.. I'm the only piece of ass he's ever had.."
Rin replied, swaying his tail side to side as he sat by the couch. Rin looks at yukio with sadness.. thinking about everything they went through and then he remembered all the bad things.

Satan noticed rin's behavior, "rin... you all right?"
He asks, very much worried for his son. "No.. not really."

"What's wrong?" He asks, turning his body to face rin, evreyone else chatting to eachother. "Well... I.. I'm just thinking about.. stuff."

"What kinds of stuff..?" Satan asks, worried for his son. He knows he's not going to like his answer.
"I'm just.. having bad thoughts again.. they'll go away though.." rin answers, but his brothers and family hear him and they're attention falls on rin.

"What thoughts?" Satan asks a bit quieter.. rin tenses up when evreyones eyes fall on him he looks down at his hands. "It's not important.. they just.. tell me to do things.."

Amaimon sits down next to rin and holds his hand. He dosent say anything; not wanting to overwhelm him. "What do they tell you to do rin?" Satan asks.

"They.. tell me to hurt myself or.....kill..myself.." he says quietly, but evreyone can still hear him. Rin looks at the floor in shame. Satans grip on rin's hand gets tighter. But not enough to hurt him. "Have... have you ever acted on those thoughts?"

"I don't wanna talk about this.."

Satan looks at amaimon worried, but then looks at rin again. "Rin.. please tell me.." rin sighs and looks at amaimon and then back at Satan. "Um.. yeah."

Evreyones eyes flash with sock and worry.
"Can you tell me how you tried to do it?"

"Well.. the first time was.. about the time when dad died.. and i tried to shoot myself but.. the bullets didn't work.. I coudnt find yukios blessed ones.. he always keeps em locked up."

Satan stayed silent, waiting for what's to come next.
"The second time was when yuk- the demon was treating me bad and the stuff was going on. I.. jumped off a really tall building.. but someone stopped me and I had to play it off like I dropped my wallet off the building."

"The third time was when.. uhhh probably about.. 2 weeks ago..I was still getting excluded and bullied by my classmates and coudnt take it anymore. I thought of just attacking someone and letting the vactitian executing me.. but.. that's not how I wanna go out so.... I stole one of yukios guns and..you know.. but kuro stopped me.. thankfully, no one can understand him.. so no one would know." Rin stated.

Satan pulled rin into a hug. "Fucking damn it.." Satan was angry. But not at rin, he was angry at the world. It's wasn't his fault he was born a demon.
Satan felt very guilty. "Do.. do you still have those thoughts?" He asks.

"Yes." Rin quickly answers, not caring anymore.

This sis going to be one heck of night..