OTRA VEZ•LUCAS CUROTTO

1•CADA UNO POR SU LADO

Narra Claudia

Ya no hay vuelta atrás. La banda empieza a tocar y yo tengo que empezar a cantar.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn?
Well, that's alright, because I like the way it hurts

No puedo evitar mirar a un punto fijo mientras canto, o más bien a alguien, a Lucas. Ha cambiado bastante desde la última vez que le ví, ahora lleva melena y barba. Él también me mira, aunque es normal porque soy yo la que está actuando.

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry?
Well, that's alright, because I love the way you lie

Todas las imágenes del pasado vuelven a mi mente.

I love the way you lie

La canción empieza a ser más movida y yo desvío mi mirada de él para empezar a bailar y moverme por todo el escenario.

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now, there's a steel knife in my windpipe

Pero aunque no le esté mirando, sigo pensando en él. Y me jode porqué no quiero pensar en él.

I can't breathe, but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right, it's like I'm in flight

No quiero en uno de los momentos más importantes de mi vida estar pensando en él.

High off of love, drunk from his hate

Tampoco puedo evitar pensar en la ironía de la letra de la canción y la situación en la que me encuentro.

It's like I'm huffing paint and I love him, the more I suffer
I suffocate and right before I'm about to drown
He resuscitates me, he fucking hates me
And I love it, "Wait
Where you going?" "I'm leaving you"
"No you ain't, come back"
We're running right back, here we go again

Como nos describe.

It's so insane 'cause when it's going good, it's going great
He's Superman, with the wind at his back, I'm Lois Lane

Tan bien.

But when it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, he snapped, "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name, he laids hands on me
He'll never stoop so low again, I guess he doesn't know his own strength

Bueno, quizás solo algunas partes.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn?
Well, that's alright, because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry?
Well, that's alright, because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Se qué él está igual de sorprendido que yo. Que también está recordando momentos y dándose cuenta de las ironías.

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe when you're with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you, even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em

Y es que cada frase que pronuncio desbloquea nuevos recuerdos.

You swore you've never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em

Cada frase que pronuncio duele.

You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over, it controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways

"Mejor separarnos" "Mejor cada uno por su camino"

Guess that they don't know ya 'cause today, that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over

¿Y si todo se repite?

But you promised me, next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again

Otra vez.

Now you get to watch me leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Irme no fue lo más doloroso.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn?
Well, that's alright, because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry?
Well, that's alright, because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

No quiero volver a despedirme.

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
Then we fall back into the same patterns
Same routine, but your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me, when it comes to love, you're just as blinded

Siempre ciegos en el amor. Siempre igual de cabezotas.

Baby, please come back, it wasn't you
Baby, it was me, maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though

O quizás no nos queríamos tanto. Quizá por eso me pediste que me fuera. Quizá por eso me fui.

Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time

Quizá sea mejor que no haya una segunda oportunidad.

I apologize, even though I know it's lies

Siempre son mentiras.

I'm tired of the games, I just want him back, I know I'm a liar
If he ever tries to fucking leave again
I'm a tie him to the bed and set this house on fire

Siempre mandamos todo a la mierda.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn?
Well, that's alright, because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry?
Well, that's alright, because I love the way you lie

Te encantaba como te mentía.

I love the way you lie

Pero a veces, solo a veces, quererse no es suficiente.

I love the way you lie

Y a veces, tenemos que escoger entre nuestra felicidad y la de los otros.

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Hola, los protas de esta historia son Lucas Curotto, concursante de OT2023 y Claudia López, si novia. Para meter a Claudia a la academia he tenido que sacar a un triunfito por sorteo y la desafortunada ha sido Bea. Espero que os guste aún sin la apariención de una de las favoritas como es Bea.