✨ In love with my Bestfriend✨🏳️‍🌈

1: emma🌸

Emma pov:
"Can you not be a dick for fucking 5 minutes Emily?" She's such a bitch sometimes.
"Can you not be a 'angel' for once?!"

Emily was my best friend throughout middle school but when we started high school she turned into another person. She joined the women's football team and now she thinks she the queen of the fucking school. She's not. She stopped hanging out with me, and just doesn't talk to me at all. Sometimes she says mean things to me like nerd, looser and more. She just... isn't herself and it's hard to see. Sometimes she will come to my house drunk and apologize and then gets mad and storms out. But I still love her and I know I shouldn't. We are seniors now and it's the last year of high school and I'm so fucking glad. As I sit here in history class I focus on the assignment until I get called to the office. I grab my stuff and head over. I walk in and see Emily, shit what did she do.
"Sit down please Emma" principal price says.
"I've been told that you have been cheating on your tests and that is not tolerated here" he seemed disappointed.
"What that's not true at all! I'm a model student!and you know I volunteer for the school!" I look over to Emily who is smirking, I glare at her.
"Emma, you will be suspended for 1 week, period" fucking bitch. "What!!? That's not fair! Where's the evidence?" He sighed and handed me some papers.
"This isn't even my hand writing! I can show you!" I go to pull out my papers out of my bag.
"Emma this is the end of the conversation, you are suspended for 1 week, now go back to class" I feel sad more than angry. Why would she do that to me, this goes on my record and I want to go to NYU. I get up and leave, as I walk back to my class I start to cry a little but stop. I hear Emily come up behind me, "what could you possibly want now Emily?" I looked at her and she smiled. "I just thought you could use a break" she smirked. "You know I want to go to NYU and this goes on my record, why would you do this?!" She smirked again. "Can you not be a dick for 5 fucking minutes Emily?!" She turned around and looked at me "can you not be an 'angel' for once?!" I look at her mad and walk away. I'm over her, ugh she bugs me.

It's lunch now and I got to the bleachers and eat my sushi that I made, it was quite hard. I watch as the cheer leaders practice, I wish I could be cool like that. "Hey come here" I hear one of the girls yell, I look around to see if she was talking about someone else. Then I point to myself to make sure she was talking about me. "Ya you come here" I leave my bag and walk down. "I'm alya, why don't you join the cheer team you have great form?" What? "I've never done any sports before, I don't think I would be right for this" I look down at my shoes. "Girl try outs are this Friday, you need to come! We need new girls on the team!" I sigh and nod "ok I'll try" she claps loud and leaves. What just happened, I'm not fit to be in cheer, I can't even stand up straight. I laugh to myself. I hear the bell ring and head back to class.

It's the end of the day thank god, I'm officially suspended for the week. Fucking Emily she makes me sick. I walk home and my mom's not home, it's not a surprise she goes on trips a lot. I don't even know where most the time. Im just gonna take a nap, I change out of my school clothes and put shorts and a t shirt on and lay on my bed. My room is small and just a bed and a vanity and dresser, I don't have that much stuff.
I wake up and it's already 7pm I never sleep this much but at least I don't have school tomorrow. I shrug. "I guess I'll make food" I look in the fridge and there's nothing. I decide to walk to the convenience store to get some snacks, it's already dark outside. It's pretty chilly, as I walk down I hear a car pull up behind me.. shit. "Hey Emma want a ride?" I can tell it's Emily. "Not at all I'd rather freeze" she parks and follows me into the store, ugh. I turn around "what do you want now?" She looks me up and down, "you look cute in your little shorts" she winks at me. I'm pretty sure she's slept with everyone in the school except me maybe she's trying to get in my pants, no way. I turn around and look for some ramen and ice cream. "Can I come over?" What do you think. "Absolutely not after what you did today nope" she sighs. "I'm sorry for what I did today"
"I don't care it already happened and you could have fucked up my chance of getting into NYU and you know that" I hold back tears, I'm probably being over dramatic. "Come on we are best friends can't I spend the night?" Fuck.
"Emily, we stopped being friends ages ago. I'm over you, you're an asshole to me! Get out of my way" she stayed where she was standing, so went around to the next isle. As I left she slapped my butt. I turned around and she was gone, fucking bitch. I'm done with her, fuck!

I walk back home and unlock the door and I lost my appetite, I'm going to fucking bed. Fucking bitch. Emily and I have done "stuff" before but only because we wanted to be prepared for when we had a partner. We just kissed/made out kinda thing, Emily initiated it.ugh she annoys me, I crawl into bed and try to think of something else.

🌸first chapter done, lokey embarrassed because it's kinda a true story. Comment and vote if y'all want, I hope it was ok. Thank you all for reading, let me know if there's anything I should add or whatever!🌸