✨ In love with my Bestfriend✨🏳️‍🌈

🌸2: Emily

Emily pov:
Emma and I were best friends but I changed and tried to be more popular. I wasn't popular in middle school, Emma was my only friend and she was the best. She still is the best, everything I've done to her and she remained intact I guess. I remember one night specifically the night of freshman year dance we both were pretty crossed and did something we probably shouldn't.
Flashback:

Emily pov:
I climb into her bed and it smells like her, I love it. She has a loft bed so I see her crawl up, it is a twin mattress so we are pretty close to each other. She turns off the lights and we cover our selves up. she turns to her side and smiles at me. I love her smile, it's so sincere. It's dark so I can't fully see her but I can tell she's tired. We used to cuddle when we were younger because we wanted 'practice' for when we got partners. She faces the other direction and I rap my arms around her needing affection. I'm spooning her at this point and she puts her arms over mine. "I love you, goodnight" she says quietly. I nudge my face into her shoulder and want to kiss her. I'm so confused, I don't know what's wrong with me. I know she has never kissed anyone and I want to be her first so bad. "Emma?" I ask. She turns around "yes?" I honestly don't know what to say. "I...want to...kiss you" I can see how shocked she looks and can see her blushing. "I'm sorry I don't know why I said that" since she didn't reply I'm getting nervous. I feel her soft hand cup my face. "Me too" she says. Her face is so close to mine I can feel her breathing. I lean forward and connect our lips, they are so soft it feels so good. It feels like nothing I've felt before. I put my hand on her face and pull her closer. Our body's are as close as they could be right now. We are facing each other laying down my arm around her waist and her hands on my face. I love this. We are pretty much are making out now, I feel odd. "Emily..." she breaths out, I love the way she said my name, it was different than usual. I pull her closer than we already are and hear her quietly moan into the kiss. "I love this" I said embarrassed. "Me too" I don't want it to end. I slowly roll on top of her and my hands are on the sides of her face. Her hands wrap around my waste. I'm taking control because it's obvious she's never done this before, she's acting all submissive all of a sudden. She's very dominant usually. "I'm sorry im not good at this" she's says out of breath. "You're the best at this" I say and attack her lips again. She starts moving her legs and I can tell how she feels because I feel the same. We pull apart and she puts her small hand over my lips. "Maybe we should go to bed" she says out of breath. Shit. "I'm so sorry I got carried away" I sit up and put my head in my hands. She sits up next to me and pulls my face up so I'm facing her. "Emily.. I really liked it I'm just...tired" she says shyly. I smile and we go back to laying down and we spoon again but it's different now. My hands run up and down her stomach, trying to memorize her body. My hand runs down her thighs and back up to her stomach. I can feel her relax and put her hand over mine again. I put my head in the crook of her shoulder and start kissing her neck slowly. "Em..ily" I hear her quietly moan, it's like music to my ears. I pull away not wanting to go any further and make her uncomfortable. I place my hand on her stomach again. "Goodnight".

End of flashback:
It was a wild night, I don't know if she fully remembers but I sure the fuck do. I want her so bad, maybe that's why I'm mean to her. I honestly don't know why, I want her attention.

It's Friday and I have football practice and I see the cheer tryouts and I see Emma. What?! I never thought she would tryout she's a total nerd. I watch her intently she's wearing tight leggings and a tank top where I can see her bra. She looks so good. I watch as she continues to fall over and over it's kinda cute, why did I say that. All of a sudden the ball flys at me and I miss.
"What's up with you?" My teammate asks
"Sorry I'm just tired" I focus on the game again trying not to think about her.

Emma pov:
Of course tryouts are same day as football practice. I feel uncomfortable in my outfit, I've never worn anything like this. "Hey girl! I'm so glad you came, here put your name and info." I write down my info and somewhat stretch. I feel Emily staring at me, it makes me feel....idk actually. "Alright girls time to start, I want you guys to do jumps and splits." God I've never done any of that before. I can do the splits but not jump. "Do it like this girly" alya jumped and showed me and I followed her lead. I think I did it right.
"Girl you're a natural at this! I can tell you're already on the team!" Shit I didn't think I'd actually get in.
A few hours later tryouts are done and they said they will get back to us by Monday. I'm so ready to go home, it's a long walk and I forgot my bus card shit. I grab my bag and start walking, I notice a shadow behind me. "Can I give you a ride? I know your house is far?" It's Emily. " I'm good thanks though" I continue to walk.
"You're so stubborn it's cute though, please let me" she begs/whimpers. Ugh.
"Fine" I cross my arms, She smiles and jumps. We walk to her black Jeep and throw our stuff in and drive away. "My house is that way" I pointed to the other direction. "I know can't we get something to eat first?" I am hungry. "Fine then you drop me off" I look out the window. I can tell she's smirking, I'm not looking forward to this.
We pull up to a small dinner, there's barely anyone in there. We sit at a booth in silence.
"So why did you bring me here" I said avoiding eye contact. "Just cause I thought you looked cute today" what the fuck.
"What?" She smiled. "I just missed hanging out with you and the night we shared" I blush, I don't miss..you.
"Well that ship has sailed, you made that very clear these last few years" she frowned. "How can I make it up to you?" I sighed. "I don't know, how can I trust you?" I look away. "I will drive you home everyday for the rest of the year... and take you out to dinner once a week. I promise" hmm
"How do I know you don't just want to get in my pants?" She smiles. "As much as I want to, I know you don't want to so I won't. I promise"
The lady comes to take our order and she can see how awkward this is. "Fine" she smiled and we ate and didn't talk at all, I mean what is there to talk about. "You looked so good during tryout, I was watching you the whole time that I almost got hit with the ball" she laughs, I blush again.
This girl.

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