February 9, 2013
What you said
"you're fat"
"you're ugly"
"you're worthless"
"better off dead"
your words never stop
they never cease to amaze me
they are like scars in my mind now
I never feel comfortable in my body
with all your words in my head
when I look in the mirror
all I see is your words
you have destroyed myself image and my pride
I have nothing left to give
but all you want is to destroy me
Why do you continue to taunt me
When I am already dead inside
When someone tells me I’m beautiful
I can’t help but to laugh
I don’t see what they see
I see what you saw
Or at least what you said you saw
Your words overflow to a knife
As I try to forget what you said
As I try to cover up what has been done
Even when others tell me there’s no need
I make another slit
Another cut
Hoping to wash away the scene of a crime
