The start of something new

My love

So let me start from the beginning . Craw asked me out roughly about 3 years ago, and it felt like love at first sight. I did have previous boyfriends before Crawford, but nothing compared to craw and I. After two years of watching Netflix and having dates every so often he was more distant for some reason

This was our first major fight between us two. He thought I was cheating with my tutor for math(I'm not going to lie I'm horrible at it) who's name is trevor. He is pretty cute but i don't know ho to put it I guess not my type and so then craw started flirting with girls in front of me while we were in school.

I was so mad about it too because I thought he was cheating on me so I almost ended it there. But I thought i should let him explain himself. So I had my mom drive me to his house which is only the next neighborhood over
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*flash back*

I ring the door bell around 6:00 pm and wait for someone to answer

"Oh hey gabby! I just started making dinner so come in if you want and you can have some" Craw's mom said

"Oh no it's fine I'm just here to talk to Craw then I have to head home but thanks!"

"Alright honey ! Just a little warning before you go up there craw has been in his room for hours now and won't talk to me, I have no clue why he's acting like this but maybe you will cheer him up"

I walk up stairs and open the door to Crawford room. I hear sniffling and he's in his bathroom

I say as quiet as possible for only me to hear as I'm running in "Please please don't be cutting craw"

The door is locked .. What a surprise
So I bang on the door yelling at him to let me in

* Crawford's POV *
I heard gabby banging on the door telling me to let her in

I'm so screwed I say in my head

I was crying because I knew that if Gabby and I break up then my reputation will be broken and I'll be less popular. All the boys love Gabby and she's under my little love spell

I've been cheating on gabby with the hottest and most popular girl in school Olivia.

If you compare Olivia and gabby they are both the most popular girls in the school but Gabby is the nice one who gets the grades and is sporty (basically everything you want in a girl ands she's 100% girlfriend material)

Olivia is more of a slut and attention whore . She sleeps with any kind of popular boys and she goes to party's non stop. She wears booty shorts and stuff like that but us boys like playing with her

Her and Gabs are both head captions on the cheer team and Olivia is constantly fighting for attention and Gabby just ignores her. Olivia is an attention whore but who cares us boys kinda like it

I'm well aware that she does sleep with a lot of boys but Olivia just makes me feel a certain way that Gabby just doesn't.

I know I'm not the most popular boy but I still hang out with the guys that are popular in school. So Olivia says I'm popular and she was with me all day

I had to think of a story to convince Gabby that I wasn't cheating and I did

* Gabby's POV *

"Gabby everyone is telling me your cheating on me with trevor! Is it true" Craw cries outs

No! Not even close I love you and only you

"I'm sorry Gabs I just"

I cut him off before he could say any more

So you thought I was cheating on you with trevor? Is that why we never hangout or text anymore? I say confused

"Yeah I'm so sorry I let my jealously ahead of me and I shouldn't have done that and i miss you " he says then he stops crying

It's fine really . I would have done the same

What am I kidding no I haven't idek why I forgave him I guess you could call it love maybe ¿

As I was thinking I was snapped out of my thoughts as i felt Craw's lips against mine. It was a slow and sloppy kiss and for some reason it didn't feel like his kisses and I didn't miss it as much

** end of flash back **

So I guess it's been way better after that but every time we hug or kiss it just doesn't feel the same

"I get what you mean, maybe you lost some respect or trust for him" emily says

"yeah I don't know it has been a year since that one and we have had other misunderstandings but not as bad as this one"

"Are you going to break up with him?" Nina says

" I'll think about it and let you guys know tomorrow"

"since we're not doing anything lets go on a site where we can meet new friends from all over" Nina says

Oh no this is going to be a great night