"Why she's effecting me such way? Why my forbidden desires for her increasing day by day?"
My breath hitched as the way my best friend hugged me so firmly all of sudden. Hugging me through my waist locked her legs into mine , buried her face on my shoulder unaware about the fact that her closeness just ruining me , creating heavoc inside me.
My eyes look over her peaceful sleeping frame trailing on the each and every features of her . My eyes came to a stop & land on her tempting pouty lips which's looking undoubtedly so alluring.
My best friend's everyday habit 'pouting like a baby while sleeping' silly she doesn't have a slightest idea about my awful condition after seeing her. i turn to her side nd guess what i am feeling hard pull towards her as she's some kind of magnet. unconsiously my palms found themselves each side of her cheeks as me leaning further tried to seal my lips on her.
Wait what? means kiss?
No no no no no no....not at all. Abruptly, i sat up straight clutching my heart in a tight fist. For a moment my heart stopped beating. My hands trembling thinking about the consequenses.
"SHOW SOME MERCY ON ME" I literally yelled on my best friend in my mind of course i will not disturb her sleep at any cost cause of mine own misery.
Best friend? Seriously?
Which friend grows sexual desire towards her girl best friend? its happening with me since two months but i controlled myself...but how much time the self-control will continue?
Such thoughts just making me disgust on myself but at the same time why it feel so good? why i craved for her?
why i want her in every way?
if its forbidden and risky then why the hell my soul feels so content and worthy to die?Am i lusting on my best friend? but agar aisa hain toh mujhe apne tummy mein gudgudi kyu hoti hain Hasee ke baare mein sochte hi?
Damnn, Why did I come to Mallik house today and even if I did come, why did I agree to stay night?
I can't stay with her alone anymore, i need to clear the garbage of my mind.
"I love this kishu thank u you are so chweeet" I heard her mumbling in her sleep. Oh, she's dreaming about me not bad huh!!😚😁.
I didn't realise but my face by now dipped with dark shade of blush. Ufff it feels so good , her way of calling me 'kishu' just skip my heartbeats several times.
This girl one day will be the death of mine....
One Week later >>
"Aree Haseena beta tum waha kyu khari hoon andar aao na" Pushpa ji spotted Haseena near her doorstep quietly.
"Sab theek hain na?" she asked touching her forhead. Haseena shook her head slightly before taking her hand between hers own "ji amma sab theek hain"
"Waise amma kishu kaha hain?" While her eyes searching for her.
Pushpa ji grew confuse , "Tum mujhse puch rhi hoon Haseena? jisse uski har second ki baat pata hoti hain"
Haseena with an upset layer announced , "I don't know what's happening...but kishu se mile hue hume do din hoon gaye hain woh na call pick kar rahe hain na call back pata nhi kiya hoon gaya hain?
woh humse naraz hain kiya? if so phir woh amne samne se baat kyu nhi karti?
Hume jaha tak yaad hain iss baar hamari fight bhi nhi hui thi phir aisa kiya hoon gaya ki kishu humse baat karna bhi munasib nhi samajhte"
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Fanfiction"As long as there are stars in the sky, we will always support each other. Be it closeness or distance, only love will remain in between US . My heart will only belong to you & my soul will only craving for your essance and warmth till Old and Grey...