This includes a bit of Titan angst and Earth angst.
Titan's diary/pov)[MAKES SENSE OKAY??? URANUS HAS A DIARY😭]
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After meeting the Earth I had no hope in him. Hes just a jerk who doesn't appreciate anyone but himself. He said "Moons should know their place!" Pretty moon racist right..? Moon racist feels weird saying-
Anyways after starting the revolution with Ganymede, Europa, Callisto, and Io i've been pretty busy. Im just in the asteroid belt all the time. But I feel like it would be better with Earths Moon alive y'know? Ugh why did Callisto have to that..? Welp i better be off to finding Uranus's moons.
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I put my pen(😨) away and start to move out the asteroid belt. "Phobos, Deimos c'mon lets get going." "OKAYYY TITANNNNN.!.!.!.!..!!." "YEAHHHH!.!.!.!." As we move out the asteroid belt something happens. "WAHH?! ARE YOU CERES?!?!?" A strange celestial object said. I squint my eyes to properly see it had the colors of blue and green.Earth pov)
I was talking to Moon and Mercury, well they we're talking. I wasn't. I was just looking at the asteroid belt. I thought of Titan. I completely forgot about him! I had been cheered up but thinking of Titan... Makes me sick to the core after what I said to him... I just hate myself. If woudl be better if I never existed right? RIGHT?
I stood up[👁️👄👁️] and said "Hey guys just wait here" the truth is, I wanna run away in the asteroid belt. I don't deserve to live. I hate myself. All I do is drive everyone away. And whats my excuse? Nothing at all. As I was heading to the asteroid belt I saw Mars and Venus. They were sleeping. They look so happy when im not with them. I then entered the asteroid belt.
I was trying to avoid Ceres y'know? According to what Mars said he was terrifying bet he has a acertaindwarfplanetintheasteroidbeltwhosnamemightandisCeresPhobia. I smiled. I wiped my eyes as I saw a large celestial object..? IS THAT CERES
"WAHH?! ARE YOU CERES?!?!!??!?!?" I shouted so if it wasn't Ceres they wouldn't suspect a thing. Right..?
I went a bit closer and saw a teal and yellow figure with an atmosphere. Titan?! OH. MY. GEGDJJDUSHWUAJDISU WHY DO I HAVE TO BUMP INTO HIM?!? OUT OF EVERYONE ELSE WHY?!?!?!?!!?!!?!?!? I wanted to escape in peacee!
Titan pov)
Earth?! Why is he here?! Ugh I think this is the perfect moment to confront him! "So are you here to make me feel like im nothing again? Disrespect moons? Be a total jerk?"
I expected him to act like his normal egocentric self but... He stayed silent. Huh maybe afterall he got a loss if words?
Earth pov)
After hearing what Titan said. I felt even worse. I hurt him so much and I didn't even notice. Now he hates me! This us why I deserve to die. Everyone will be happier. There will be no Earth to ruin fun, there will be no Earth to disrepect you, there will be no earth.
"SO WHAT IS IT EARTH?" I look back at Titan. "DO YOU JUST HAVE NOTHING AT ALL TO SAY?" Im sorry. I cant do this. "You literally disrespected all moons?! Especially me!" "Aren't you gonna apologise?!" "Or are you just..? Nevermind..."
Titan pov)
Is he gonna say something?! After all he said?! Does he even know anything! Why?! I admired him! He- he was so aggresive to me! He never appreciate me! Or anyone! Why?
"SO WHAT IS IT EARTH?" I say. "DO YOU JUST HAVE NOTHING AT ALL TO SAY?" Im at the verge of crying why does it have to be him I have to bump into? "You literally disrespected all moons?! Especially me!" "Aren't you gonna apologise?!" "Or are you just..? Nevermind..." I look back. Wasn't expecting anything anymore.
"Wait!" I heard. "Titan!" Now he answers?! I stop but still can't get myself to look at him. "Titan... I know I haven't been the best planet. To anyone! Not just you..." "SO WHAT?! THATS YOUR EXCUSE! IF THATS IT THEN YOUR JUST-" "No." What? "What do you mean..?" "I mean no. I have no excuse Titan. I disrepected you and you adored me. I didn't set a good example." "You are a great moon. I thought you were a planet. And to think of it if you didn't orbit Jupiter you would've been a planet I bet!" "Its just that... When Mars started talking about you having life... I got insecure... I always though having life was special and that I was somebody... And even thinking that another celestial being could have life I just... couldn't help nut say those words. And I know I dont deserve your apology " "Im sorry." He says in tears.
Earth pov)
That felt good to say... I got a huge burden out. "Its okay if you don't accept my apology. I just wanted to say I'm sorry" I say while crying. I just wanted to apologise. I feel like nothing. And i don't deserve redemption or his forgiveness..
"EARTH IM SORRY..!" Titan says. Ibdont get it. Why is he saying sorry to me?
Titan pov)
I feel guilty after what Earth said. I started a whole revolution over what? Some insecurity about myself? That was worse than what Earth said... I'm just horrible..
"EARTH IM SORRY...!" I cry out. I ran(😭) up to him and hug him(NOT A SHIP DONT YOU GUYS DARE SAY 'SHIP'😭😭). "IN JUST ONE INSECURITY ABOUT MYSELF I STARTED A WHOLE REVOLUTION!" "I JUST WANTED TO FEEL BEING TRULY PRAISED! I was tired of being babied by Saturn! I wanted to be like you! And by just one argument I wanted to hurt you...!" "I'm sorry.."
Earth hugs me back. "Titan... Don't be sorry. This was my fault anyways. I shouldn't have-" "NO IT ISN'T! I MADE YOU INSECURE! I- I!" "Titan stop" he said softly "It wasn't you. It was me. If I didn't say those things it wouldn't have happened" he pats my back "So please don't cry because of me. I shouldn't have said those things anyways. And about the revolution, I dont care about that." "Really..?" I mumble. "Yes. You're a great moon. You have so many cool stuff about you. You have Ice volcanoes, an underwater ocean, and an atmosphere denser than mine! Your an amzing moon you know that?" Earth rn: "unlike me whos a horibble planet.." I hug the Earth tighter.
"WAHHHH DEIMOS THAT WAS SO HAPPY AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME!!" "I KNOW RIGHT!!" Oh those two saw that?!
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TO BE CONTINUED
This is so cringey KAKAHSJSFJDHSJDJS
1104 words lol School is starting tmr for me so imma prob not write for A WHILE.
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