Pain |н.ѕ|

Chapter 7 || Power

Song(s) for the Chapter:
Half a heart -One Direction

Harry's POV

This can't be happening. No. She can't leave me. Fuck.

Why is this happening? I was angry and feeling stupid. This is all my fucking fault.  I shouldn't have said that to her. She is probably more hurt than I am.

"Fuck," I yelled at no one. I closed my eyes. My hands moved and I felt red mist out of them. I heard glass breaking. 

I sighed, "Reparo." I said waving my hand slowly over the broken glass. I looked around, everything was back to new.

Now back to reality. I need to find Alex. It's really dark outside and she could be in trouble. She doesn't know how to use her powers.

It's all your fault.

Shut up! I don't need your shit right now.

You know I'm right. If it wasn't for you she would be perfectly fine right now. Your always ruining everything.

Shut up!

My thoughts were killing me right now. Although they're right. I always do ruin everything. I have to find her and fix this.

I quickly went to my room, got my shoes and keys for my car and exited the apartment door.

I got in my car and inserted the key in the ignition and sped off in the darkness.

I parked my car in front of the park. I was thinking she might come here since her house was off limits and I didn't think there would be any where else she would go.

I quickly got out and started walking in the darkness. I balled my fist, "Incendio," I said and opened it, fire was gleaming in my palm. I held my hand in front of my face to see where I was going.

As I kept walking trying to find the bench, I heard distant cries. My feet started walking faster. I came near a bench and saw a figure sitting crying.

The figure moved and I saw who it was. Alex. Tears were streaming down her face. Her makeup smudged around her eyes. Her eyes were dull, there was no light in them. Her hair was a mess. Despite that she still looked beautiful. I closed my fist making the fire disappear.

"Alex?" I said, walking towards her. She looked up. Hurt was clear on her face. I did this to her. This is all my fault.

She turned her head from me, "Go away, Harry." I heard her whisper.

"No, Alex. I did this to you. I need to fix this." I said, my voice firm. I sat beside her, she scooted away from me.

"Just leave me alone. Don't you think you have done enough?" She said, her voice firm but still wavering.

Alright, at that point I felt like breaking down but I couldn't. Not right now, when I need to fix things with her.

"Alex, just please hear me out. Please?" I begged, she looked up at me. She sighed then slowly nodded.

"You have 3 minutes." She said, her voice low.

"Alright. First of all, yes, I had to bring you to your mom some way. She told me I could bring you anyway I liked. When she first told me about, she showed me a picture of you looking outside your window. I don't how she got it but when I saw you, I thought I could just kidnap you or something and bring you to her but when I saw you in person I just couldn't bring myself to do it. You were breathtaking. When I went to the park I didn't expect to see you there, but I decided to get to know you. Every time I saw you after that, it wasn't an act. I actually liked having your company with me, and since I was alone I decided to let you stay with me, because I wanted to be the one to protect you. You have no idea how much I was hurt when I saw you in the hospital. You didn't deserve any of that shit. You deserved better and I wanted to give you that better. I really like you Alex. I would never even think about doing anything to hurt you. You mean too much to me. Yes I know it's too early since I don't know anything about you. But I want to know you. I want to... but I am sorry for hurting you. I didn't lie about anything, except about who I was, but I couldn't tell you before your 18th birthday. I truly am sorry for doing this to you, Alex. I will do anything for you to forgive me." I finished, my voice cracked. I looked up at her and saw her smiling.