Every World is Collapsing [Quick Wear] ━ Vol.2

12.5 - That secret (End)

Under the clear blue sky, white clouds float little by little towards the unreachable distance.

Chu Jingran's thoughts seemed to follow the curling white clouds, drifting back to the past, to that rainy night, and to the banquet where celebrities gathered to exchange cups and cups.

Recalling that past, Chu Jingran's voice paused for half a minute before finally saying: "Qin Qingcang, what you love and do, are you doing it for 'him' in your memory, or...for the me in front of you?"

'who is he? Who is the person you want to see through my eyes countless times...? '

'You, who you once were... are deeply imprinted in my mind and can never be erased. '

There was a brief silence, and the man's voice seemed to come through the barrier of time and space.

"Three hundred and sixty-five days in a year, thirty-six hundred and fifty-two and a half days in ten years, seven thousand three hundred and five days in twenty years, I have been watching a person, trying to participate in his life in every detail. all."

"His every day of joy and every day of sorrow, every tear and every smile, are all engraved on my eyeballs, engraved in my mind, and engraved in my soul."

"I like to check out all the information about him, I like to quietly participate in all his life, and I like to give him my most precious possessions every year on his birthday. However, at that time, I didn't understand or understand why."

"I regard him as a touch of brilliance in a life destined to be dark. Just like when he was little, he put that colorful candy in my hand, the first gift in life. I want to own it, want to protect it, I finally understood the urge to build a world for him, and I fell in love with him, even if he never knew I existed."

"Finally, when rumors about his affair spread all over the world, I was so jealous that I wanted to kill someone, so I took that step... and officially appeared in front of him for the first time."

"Until that moment, when I saw him turn around in my eyes, I realized that after more than ten years of guarding and waiting, the feeling that was carved into my life was no longer love, no longer moved. But love."

In the office, the afternoon sun shines on the man's handsome profile, as if those forgotten past times are stumbling forward.

"I love you at every point in time, just because... that's you."

"I know I shouldn't have told you the lie about love at first sight when we first met, but at that time I didn't know how to tell you openly that I like you, except for such a clumsy lie. Hug you, I want to guard you, I want to protect you, I even want to monopolize you..."

"Xiaoran, stay... okay?"

I will correct the things you care about, the things you don't like, and the mistakes. I will confess them one by one. I just want you to stay by my side, that's all.

However, Qin Qingcang still received two words that he desperately didn't want to hear.

"No," he refused without any hesitation.

Squinting his eyes behind his sunglasses, Chu Jingran said: "Qin Qingcang, once you make a choice, some things will be irreversible. Just like you chose to hide it in the first place, in this world, the only person who knows me, Chu Jingran, is you, Qin Qingcang, so surely You also know how much I hate the word deception."

Qin Qingcang on the other end of the phone weakly opened his trembling lips, but did not make a sound.

He knew, of course he knew, that no one in the world understood better than him how much the person on the other end of the phone cared about, and even hated to be deceived.