My substitute teacher.

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I was laying in my bed scrolling through my instagram stories I was tired. I had a long day, after school Chloe, ZZ and I went to the mall, Chloe wanted to see the new Chanel collection. And she had posted some of the stuff she got from it.
My mind didn't really see anything the only things my mind reacted to was the price that popped up away time she showed an item, the story stopped and at picture of Chloe posting with one of her new bags came up.

I scrolled down and a picture of a handsome young man came up......... wait a minute is that

Professor Jason, it was a pretty hot picture of him in a tight looking suit or shirt. I thought for a bit then I decided to go look on his Instagram post. He posted nearly daily a picture of himself in a kind of hot outfit.
Esther time slowly passed by I cut myself smiling and blushing and getting tired of warm feeling again. I didn't know why, but this time it felt cozy and safe like this was a safe space where he didn't know what I was thinking or looking like when I looked at him.

But then the cozy stopped.........I have done the most cliché thing you could do.. I liked one of the pictures. oh no that's not good and the worst thing is that it was one of the last pictures. Of course it had to happen what we do now now he will know you will know that I have looked at his Instagram. This can be more embarrassing. There's nothing I can do. I can unlike the picture, but he will still see. I liked it.
I tried the brewing about it. She's in high school substitute. How much is he? Looking at his Instagram anyway? Oh wait, he's posting daily dammit, I'm screwed

I close my phone and took a break looking at Instagram just to make sure I didn't make any more mistakes when I got a message. My head started spinning with him or was it just my mom texted me to come to the dishwasher or maybe ZZ I don't know I didn't wanna look. I took my phone it was a message from.ZZ hey dude wanna hang out later we can go to my place and you can sleep here.
It actually sounded nice just to get away from things.
(Time skip ⏭️ )

Do weekend end it was time for school again. I have had a weird feeling in my stomach since the incident on Instagram. I was so scared to see professor Jason in the eyes I just waited for the bell to ring.
It was so torturous just waiting and the minute it started ringing I got dizzy I wanted to disappear just appear with this world and never come back to the classroom slowly reaching for the door handle and opened he wasn't there. I looked around the class. Most of the students was already there Chloe and ZZ was sitting in the back like usual
I just stood there in the door opening relieved when I started her footsteps in the hall. I didn't think of them because it could be anyone, but it was Jason and I didn't know he right behind me and I heard him say.  " good morning young cooper could you please step away from the door so we can  get in and start the class"

I last second literally chills running down my back I slowly turned around to see professor Jason, standing with his hands on his back, leaning a little forward down to me with a warm smile, he pushed me a little further into the classroom and walk past me. My heart was speeding. My face was warming up and I knew he had seen it. It all the Instagram my reaction.

The subject went smoothly. We didn't really lock eyes no smiling no winking nothing I didn't understand. Why was she playing so cool was it maybe because she didn't see it? no maybe he's just playing cool but why he had been teasing me since the first day, so why isn't he teasing me with this?

The subject ended. We always had a little break between the first and second class in the hallway. Chloe was showing everyone her new bag. ZZ and I just stood ZZ was slinging against the locker while waiting for Chloe well I was anxious I kept looking left and right to make sure that professor Jason wasn't on the way for some reason I wanted to see him, but in the same way, not I didn't understand this. I really needed some answers but I didn't want to find it maybe google.

(Do I like guys)
Is normal for people in the teenage age to have questions about their identity and feelings. It's also normal to feel the feeling that something isn't right. The best thing you can do is try to explore this feeling why do I get it? You can ask yourself when you are in your late teenage age your mind is thinking differently.

That is making no sense so they just want me to go up to the guy and say hey do you like me because I think I like you right when I said that to myself turned around and find it Chloe showing her back to Professor Jason. Why does it have to be so difficult?

But I couldn't stop looking at him the smile he was giving while he was listening to Chloe story about that stupid bag. He was so polite.
Written I got a glance of him looking at me smiling the feeling came back. I knew something something I was sure off I like that guy don't know in what  way or how but I do........