"It's ok. You're ok." I told myself. "you've wanted this for so long." I looked down at the gun on the table in front of me as I reached my hand out for it. I closed my eyes.
4_Cry.
"It's ok. You're ok." I told myself. "you've wanted this for so long." I looked down at the gun on the table in front of me as I reached my hand out for it. I closed my eyes.
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