I'm still yours

Chapter 2

Chapter 2-I'm Sorry

I can't believe he did that. I loved him,how could he?! He fucking cheated on me!
"Melissa!" I heard his voice say but I keep on running and running until I get to my secret hiding place where I used to come when I was little and with Alexander. How me and him used to play around here,and when my mother died I came here crying til I fell asleep in Alexander's arms. When he told me he loved me and asked me to be his. And of course I said Yes because I fell in love with him. I was,no am in love with Alexander Waters. I remember I lost my virginity to him here. When he took me gently inside the hiding place inside the tree. When he took me roughly against the tree when he was jealous over some boy.The way he touch my body,how he told me that he loved how my body fits with his,how he loved how I moaned his name. When he looked straight in my eyes when I came. I shook my head getting rid of those memories. Just as I was going to lay down I heard him yell my name and I could tell he was close to me so I started to run but he gabbed me by my arm and turn me around pulling me against his chest. I grasp and look at him. He looks at me with shocked,passion,lust,and love. I try pushing him back but he wouldn't move. I look back up at him. "Let.go.of.me." I said though my shaking teeth. He looked down at me "Melissa?" "Yes Melissa, now let go and go back to your whore." Anger went though his eyes "Don't talk about her like that!" He yelled. I flicked and had tears in my eyes. He loves her that much? I again try to break lose. He grabs my waist and Buried his face in my neck. I grasp but remain still.
"Please don't call her a whore. She's not one " he said more clam this time. I just turned away to hide my tears. "Why? Why did you cheat on me? Why!" I was quietly at first but then yelled the last part. "How could you! I thought you loved me! I guess I was wr--"I was cut off when he kissed me roughly.