Dear diary
Is it weird that I feel like something big is about to happen I don't know if it's gonna be good or bad but I kinda just have this deep feeling and it's kinda making me scared. But I guess I just have to wait and find out.
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It was exactly midnight and I carefully opened the door hopeing that my parents wouldn't hear me. Well my mom wasn't home she was out at the bar like every night. But I was just hopeing my dad wouldn't hear me. I quietly stepped inside and just as I was almost to my room I was scared the shit out of by the words "where the Hell have you been?"
"Oh, umm sorry I was just helping Sammi with some late studying, it's not a big deal" I said before I turned around and attempted to finish walking back to my room hopeing I was off the hook. "Umm, I don't think so, your not off the hook!" he said. I turned around with a Bitch look on my face. "What the Hell do you mean I'm not off the hook!" I raised my voice.
"Where were you really at because I don't believe you were at Sammi's house!" he also raised his voice. "Wow really, why don't you get off your lazy ass and go ask her where I was instead of assume shit!" I yelled. "DONT YOU TALK,TO YOUR FATHER LIKE THAT!"he yelled. "WHY SHOULDN'T I CONSIDERING THE WAY YOU TALK TO YOUR DAUGHTER!" I yelled back before I went back into my room and slammed the door and started packing.
A few minutes later I heard my bedroom door crack open. It was my dad. "What are you doing?" he asked. "I'm leaving" I answered.
"We need to talk" he said. "No, we don't need to talk it's pretty obvious that I need to leave" I said as I finished packing my bag and zipped it up. "Joenel, please listen" he said. I stoped and looked at him and listened.
"Ok, I'm sorry for being such a terrible father all these years. I'm just frustrated because your mother goes out every night and you know I'm sick and I can't handle everything on my own sweetie" he said in a soft tone. "To be honest, I really don't care because the way that you have been treating me is unacceptable and I'm done. I can't live like this. I can't live with you in my life because I wanna be happy" I said before I picked up my bags and left.
Did I feel guilty for everything I just said? Yes, but I really don't care. I walked into Sammis house and she hugged me as soon as I walked into her room. She knew what had happened because I was texting her about it and I told her the I was gonna stay here for a bit.
I hugged her back. "You can stay here for as long as you want" she said as tears began to roll down my cheeks. She hugged me again. I started crying even more.
We stayed up for a bit and talked about it. I wasn't crying anymore I was just a bit teary eyed. Next thing we know a ambulance zoomed down the street and stoped in front of my house. We both looked at each other with a worried look.
"Oh no" I said as my eyes got watery. "Its your dad isn't it" she said. "Ya" I said back. We both jumped up and ran out the front door twords my house.
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Teen Fictiona story of joenel who's despitely looking for love but struggles with the relationship between her and her father. well, what happens when he suddenly isn't there and she finds out that she needs him a lot more then she thought. how will she make it...