Howdy guys
Here's a quick lil thing I made jus now cos I was scared of the Thing I posted ab 💕💅🌸Ft my living room wowowow
But anyways
This was just to kinda draw out my biggest fear in existence: Teraphobia
Idk if I've talked about my teraphobia with yall before or not, but I'm gonna now, bc I'm bored :D
For those who don't know, teraphobia is the phobia of monsters and Things, like skinwalkers and shit like that. It's very common amongst kids, and most people grow out of it; unfortunately I'm one of the unlucky people who ✨did not✨ grow out of it; teraphobia isn't like "oh I'm soooo scared of monsters" cos no shit, if a skinwalker popped into your room at night or Something crawled out of your attic, anyone would be terrified. The difference between the common fear of monsters or whatever and Teraphobia is this; the common fear is just something you're afraid of, while phobias, like Teraphobia, affect your everyday life. I've lost sleep because of it, I can barely be home alone because I'll be so incredibly terrified that I'm NOT alone, I'm horrified that there's Something waiting around any and every corner, day or night. I'm exTREMELY paranoid about Creatures and Things, and not an hour goes by that I'm not worrying about it. It's horrible and it fucks with me; I've even sworn I've seen Something where there's nothing for a split second before, due to how terrified I am. Phobias are on your mind for a solid chunk of time, and that's exactly how this one is. They're irrational, that's just what phobias are, but they're never, ever fun for anyone.Holy shit sorry for that rant but uh there's a lil bit about me ✨✨
Buh bye I'll prolly give yall some traditional sketches I did on break but cya for nowww
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