LANCER'S POV
"Were you killed by a woman?" That is the first thing she asked me after i was summoned to win the holy grail war for her.
Her reason for asking. "So that he knows how terrifying a woman can be."
I cant help it but i feel amazed. I dont know why but i was impressed. This woman is my master. My impression about her: A strong willed woman
As i get to know her, i realize im lucky to have her as my master. Some people call me a fool. How come i was able to say i am lucky.
My master is sadistic and cold hearted. I cant really blame her. After everything she went through in her life. She feel being betray by her love ones. For generations, it is the dream in their family to win the holy grail war. Her father cursing her to enter the war and win or else she die. This might be the reason why she doesnt need anyone in her life. She doesnt want to get emotionally hurt. She curse her life.
She only see me as a dog. Someone who needs training that will suit her taste in this holy grail war. She loves giving me orders. I got scolded and tortured when i cant get it done or something went wrong. The purpose of torturing is for her to lessen her disappointment that i have given to her.
I really wont mind being tortured. I can handle physical pain. My master being a dominatrix. I enjoy every punishment she gives me.
My master sealed the ultimate weapon i have, Gae Bolg. She thought i might use it to back stab her. Well, i will just prove to her that she has nothing to worry about. That she can trust me. I will be loyal to her.
I really wont mind serving her loyally. I never have luck on women in my life. I have a lot of fail relationships in the past. Misaya reminds me of Scatach. Thanks to this holy grail war, i think i can get my chance. That's right. I am referring to my master. Even if she is like that, i develop these strong feelings for her. I cant tell for now what these strong feelings are.
My master says she has no wish. But i dont think thats true. She is unaware of it. She wanted to have a life. I wanted to tell her to made her realize. But never mind. Ill find a right opportunity. She doesnt want people to pity her. She feels weak and she doesnt want that. It will ruin her image she was building.
She finds me intriguing. For someone who responded to holy grail's call with no wish to ask. Yes, its true. I got no wish. But things have change. I do have a wish now. When this holy grail war is over, i wanted my master to be happy and continue to live a life. I wanted to see her smile before i leave. Smile from the bottom of her heart with goodness.
Is it worth it? To wish this to the holy grail, which can grant any wish no matter how impossible it is. Does it really matter? Maybe its true that i can wish for anything. Such us ruling the world, change mistakes in the past or remain in this world or etc. But why would i ask for something dumb. Ruling the world is just a pain. I will not be who i am now because of my past. Changing the past would mean changing me. I didnt regret anything in my life. Whats the point of remaining in this world if nothing awaits me. I wish for something selfless. This is the first thing i have done a selfless thing. Wishing for the sake of my master. It such a waste if i didnt ask for anything in the holy grail. If not doing for myself, then i'll just do it for someone. And that someone i chose is my master. Because she needs it.
She is one of the kind. My master has good inside her. She lets me do what i want as long as i didnt do any stupid. Im happy to see the world outside the mansion. Going to the bar and have a drink, smoke and mingle with strangers. I feel at home in the mansion but im off limits in her room. She lets me accompany her not in spirit form wherever she go. She checks on me. We get to have a friendly chat aside holy grail stuff. She introduce me to her friends as her new dog. But people find us romantic. She keeps on reminding me im her dog. But if she keeps on treating me like this and no holy grail war event, i feel im not a dog.
The chances of us winning the holy grail war is small. Our toughest opponent will be saber and archer. But my master's only hope and salvation is the holy grail. I need to win this war for her. We are running out of time. The curse is spreading in my master's body. It makes my master weaker everyday.
"When i fail to get the grail and rot with this curse"
i listened carefully what she was about to say
"And im suffering unsighlty..."
dont tell me you...
"I want you to end my life"
you want me to end your life. I dont think i can. As much as possible, i dont want to resort in killing you in the end.
You're still thinking of elegance. Thats @#%&/. This gives me more reason to save you. Just give back my gae bolg.
I will definetely save you
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My Dominant Mistress (Misaya x Lancer fanfic) fate prototype
Fanfictionmisaya reiroukan is lancer's master in fate protoype. all she ever wanted is to summon a hero who was killed by a woman. she is a noblewoman known to be sadistic, proud, elegant, cruel, and calculative. after losing her virginity to her servant, she...
