They Call Him Heartless They Call Me Unidentified..

Dying. Blood Is Always Spilled

Scared for my life ..... hell yes i was !! but when it comes to dying how would you like to go?... laying there on the cold hard ground looking up at your mate? the one who put you there? the one who is watching your life spill on his white cement or would it be easier to run let them rip apart my body at least it will be quick but ever so painful,. 

I never thought in a million years i would have to think about how i wanted to die, i always thought id die along side my mate all happy and old. I dreamed id be sitting in my old rocking chair on a nice warm summers days his hand in mine his blue eyes looking straight into mine and his smile and warm hands would be the last thing i see and feel, it sounded lovely didnt it? well i guess i will get some of my fantasy my mate is here and he is smiling.... hes smiling at how much of my blood is seeping on his cement and his warm breath is fanning my neck just where his teeth severed my skin. 

I never pictured id have a cruel mate, yes i haven't been the greatest child growing up but i never had parents to teach me, i barely had any supervision let alone a parental figure I barely had a life to live, i was away hiding scared of the world around me, i knew there was evil lurking but i was never told to stay away an ugly lesson i learnt very early on in my childhood, ive only ever had one friend.. Amber.. she was the only wolf i trusted but even some friendships have to end in order to protect the ones who you love. 

 I did love Amber she was the only one who saw the real me she saw straight though the tough act and my fake mask she was the one who saved me, and i unfortunately am the one who ruined it. Looking back i thought i was protecting her but all i did was push her away i needed her but i didnt want to be selfish she has a mate and who was i to pull her away for the sake of our friendship..... 

But as i lay here now looking at my mates black wolf hovering over me his signature smirk on his wolfy lips i knew he never had any feeling for me i was a quick fuck! i knew from the start that id never have the relationship Amber has with her mate he was too cruel to know what love is. 

But as i lay there looking up at him the only thing i would have changed.....was that i had ever been born.