Kpop Imagines

The Rest Of Us (SuJu Donghae)

Another night and he still comes home late.

Another night he doesn't speak a word.

And another night he doesn't say I love you.

I haven't had a decent conversation with my own fiancé. He told me he wants to spend the rest of his life with me yet he's always out late at night with his friends clubbing.

"Don't wait up. I'll be home late."

I know he's out with Eunhyuk and Heechul clubbing. And I know there's girls involved too.

I'm not really sure if Donghae loves me anymore...

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"I can't do this anymore Donghae." It was the first day after a while that he actually comes home when it's bright out.

"What do you mean?" And that's the first time he spoke to me too.

I slid off my engagement ring and placed it in his hands softy, "I can't do this engagement anymore."

Donghae's eyes widened, "W-what do you mean you can't do this engagement anymore?"

"What happened to us Donghae? The two of us used to be inseparable. We were a couple that would never leave each other's side." I held onto his hand and looked into his eyes trying not to cry.

"And we're still like that." Donghae held onto my hand tightly.

"No. We aren't. Donghae Oppa when was the last time we had quality time together? When was our last date? When did we sleep in a bed together last? When did you tell me I love you last?"

Donghae's eyes widened even more, "B-but you never say 'Saranghae Oppa'."

"I do. The nights that you come home and crash on the couch. Who do you think gives you the blanket and pillows? I always say I love you. But you never seem to acknowledge it." I let go of his hand and walked up the stairs
Into our bedroom we shared.

"My love please! Jebal!" Donghae followed me.

"What happened to us? The rest of us? What happened to everything we had? It seems like I'm holding you back." I turned around and looked at him. His eyes were filled with tears.

"What do you mean you're holding me back?"

"It's obvious that you want to go out and have more fun with other people. I don't want to be the one to hold you back from having fun and enjoying life."

Donghae ran up the stairs and pulled me into his embrace, "But I only have fun when I'm with you. I only have fun when I see your smile."

I couldn't stand this anymore. I was hurting in so many ways. Donghae is the love of my life but at the same time I want to be with someone who is there when I close my eyes at night and when I wake up in the morning. I want to be with someone who is there for me.

"I-I'm sorry Donghae Oppa." I slipped out of his arms and ran into the room and closed the door in his face.

"Jebal...my love open the door please." Donghae slid down and placed his head on the door.

I broke out in tears on the other side.

This was too much.

"Baby. Please open the door... let's talk about the rest of us." Donghae's voice was soft and caring.

I wiped my tears and stood up to open the door.

Donghae's eyes were filled with pain when he saw me in tears. It was obvious he was hurting.

I walked away and sat on the front of the bed quietly. Donghae sat next to me and for the longest time the two of us were silent.

I just stared at the ground and Donghae was playing with his thumbs.

"I don't want to give up on what we have. What we have is special and it's unique." Donghae slid the ring back onto my finger, "Why do you want to give up so easily?"

"I'm hurting Donghae Oppa. I'm in pain. Because my own fiancé is never home anymore. I don't get to hear I love you from the man I'm in love with."

"Why didn't you tell me that I was starting to cross the line?" Donghae reached for my hand and took it in his gently.

"B-because... I was scared that I'll cross the line telling you that. That you would get mad at me for saying that. I didn't want to seem like a controlling fiancé." I looked away from him avoiding his eyes.

"Yah. I would've been fine if you told me. Remember when we got engaged? I told you I wanted to make you happy for the rest of your life. I keep my promises. So you should've told me that I'm hurting you."

I stayed silent and held onto his hand tightly. And before I knew it, I was in tears again.

Donghae brought me into his arms and he held me tightly while I cried into his chest.

"I don't want to hurt you. I don't want to leave you. And I don't ever want to stop loving you Donghae Oppa." I cried and wrapped my arms around him.

"Hey. Did I ever say you were doing any of that?" Donghae kissed my forehead softly and stroked my hair.

My sniffling just filled the room as I laid in his embrace.

"We can put the wedding on hold so we can fix things. We can mend everything back together. We can fix the rest of us and when you're ready we can finally get married."

I looked up at him and Donghae wiped my tears, "I want to fix everything between us Oppa. Because I don't know what I would do without you."

"And that's exactly what we'll do." Donghae smiled softly, "Now you keep this ring because our love still exists. I'll make sure to be here for you. I won't leave you alone. And most importantly I'll always tell you how much I love you. From here on out."

I smiled softly, "Thank you Oppa. Thank you for not leaving me. Thank you for loving me."

Our lips met in a soft kiss. And for once. I finally got his love back.

"Saranghae my love."

"Saranghae Oppa."

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