i wasn't really supposed to like you
it was never my plan to look at you and say "you're the most beautiful thing my eyes laid to"
but i never really follow plans
i have my own sequence in doing my activities
i guess i do that with love as well as in my tasks
but I wasn't also supposed to say i like you
cause I'm afraid that you might reject me like others do
and I'm right...
well, not really
you didn't say you don't like me
you just gave me a "sorry" and "i appreciate you, i really do"
funny cause after you said that, i really felt your appreciation in things you do
you said sorry but holds my hands infront of people
you said sorry but you update me about the little things you encounter with a smile and a dimple
you said sorry but you made me feel like you like me, like a tiny like, just a little bit of feelings from your heart..
i asked you about it, but you said it was nothing
that that's really how you treat other people, it's a thing
so i questioned my self
am i just dreaming all those actions your giving?
or you're actually giving me hints of liking?
but you said you're not ready and that you don't see us marrying
but then again, you hugged me last night
then told me "you're the only person that understands my cry"
so I'm understanding, just not your type?
you're comfortable around me, but not comfortable enough to commit in my life?
you talk to me because i listen, but deaf when I'm frisson
as we get to the finale, I'm starting to get the plot of this story
you're just with me because you need me..
you need me to fill your fantasy that someone is actually liking your personality
you need me to listen to all your rants about your life and made me your human diary
you need me just to show people that someone likes you and your all-round dumb obsession with cars and gym videos
you need me not because you're with me
you're with me because you need me
but i still need you after everything, foolish me..
i guess i just have to wait
cause I'm still waiting for you to get
the courage to say that you also like me..
