I stared at the light coming from my laptop
i started to breathe hardly as a stop,
stopped my eyes from falling it's drop
i closed my fist and shut my eyes before it pop
wanting to end it all but still holding on is difficult
cause you want to end the problems but you're thinking about the people that will get hurt from the result
should i just consider to consult and receiving it as an insult?
it's not that im ungrateful
but the hurtful words are just painful
the person i should be holding on to
is the reason why i want to let go
i wish i can stop this feeling
cause I don't think i can handle a healing
don't they think I'm a weakling
if i end it all, in a willing
in the end i opened my eyes
closed my laptop and sighs
maybe I'm just overreacting and all i need is a rest
that night, my eyes never opened.
