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I still remember how I first met you
you were like a diamond covered with rock
waiting to shine after being unlocked
I want to call you my boo
but you will never call me your bee
you know it hurts when I see you with her
but why do you keep hurting me?
I'd rather see you smile than be miserable with me
is fate making me its toy?
Is she playing with me or is it just destiny?
I wish I could change our fate
I wish I could make us meant to be
It's a wish not a hope but yet here I am still hoping
Is my wish too much?
too much to be even be granted by you?
because its just a simple wish that came from my heart
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and again I hid the poem
will these poem story ever end? Maybe if I reach my limit or die
but now I'm contented
I looked at the couple whose sitting near the seashore while waiting for the sunset to come
"Fate's really playing with me huh?" I mumbled
looking at the one you love love someone else
hurts....
It's like a suicide but a fail attempt of one so you end up savoring all the pain, It's a masochist thing I dont want to be one but I am one. Would I even deny that?
with one last glance at the both of them I left. There's no reason for me hurting my self
I think
I need to breathe....
