I'm far away from chaos far away from heartache far away from you but why do your image keep pestering my head?
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I know I'm a masochist
does that mean your the sadist?
I know you're chaos, you're heartache
but maybe I'm doing this for my self
I'm far away from you
but it's like I'm far away from my world too
I don't know hy but I built a world
A world that was already sold
pathetic isn't it?
It's a world I built
but I can never keep
I want to move-on
to forget an emotion that was too deep
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I took a glance at the poem and then rolled it
I gently tied it with a ribbon made of silk
"Aren't you being stupid writing a love letter to someone who loves someone else?" she asked
"Kelly , I am stupid" I declared
"One word is enough for a wise man, wake up from you fairytail dream he doesn't like you"
I smiled bitterly
"This is not a fairytail dream, because if this was a fairytail it would have a happy ending and if this was a dream I wouldn't feel the pain that never fade away"
"-Yes, I am a wise man yet I can be as stupid as a dog just for him
that's how you love right?" with that I left the rest house
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It was 2 months since I last updated ^^
