6 MIDNIGHT CONVERSATION

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I think, I have tokophobia!

Silence, Spread over the moment, she was looking at him but taehyung was in pure shocked. Her words shouting and repeating in his head. His eyes were on her but his mind stucked on that particular word

Tokophobia

She slide her hand in his palm but he didn't react. His eyes were now on slow flow of river and face contained serious, frowned expression. He pulled out his hand from her as she pressed his palm lightly.

Taehyung – lets go home

Without sparing a glance at y/n he went and sat on the driver seat, leaving her with her thoughts. Her eyes following his actions, thenr she turned her head on river last time with nearly moist eyes. She sighed deeply and walked to sit in the car. She opened door and saw that taehyungs eyes were fixed on outside of the window. When she sat he starts car, she was looking at him continueously, waiting for him to say something but there was pin drop silence during the whole ride.

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TIME SKIP

TAEHYUNG'S POV

1:40 AM

I opened my eyes and sat straight, its been a one and half hour we came home and I couldnt sleep. Why? I dont know. I have lots of questions in my mind that they couldnt let me sleep.

My eyes landed on y/ns sleeping figure, her right hand were on her stomach coved duvet. Her fingers shaking in slow motion and I instantly looked at her face, her face was normal. I turned my eyes on my lap. Then I get up and I came out of the before closing the door properly.

I dont know if she was actually sleeping or pretending as asleep still, I dont want to disturb her.

I decided to make coffee for myself and start to walk downstairs towards kitchen I suddenly stopped front of hyungs room. Their room was sidely opened as I heard giggling voice of jihee.

Jin hyung carried jihee in his arms securely while jisoo was sleeping.

Seokjin – my baby dont want to sleep

She was giggling, reaching her small hands to his face. He was snuggling his head in her stomach and pecking her forehead time to time she was giggling showing her dad how much she enjoying her dad's company. Shes having fun with her dad.

Automatically smile came on my lips. For a moment, I totally forgot that in which condition I was some seconds ago. I averted my eyes from them to the floor. As I came in my sense. I dont know what I am feeling right now.

I made coffee for myself then, went to terrace balcony and sat on the one of the chair. I closed my eyes for some minutes as questions were roaming in my head.

If I am not wrong then Tokophobia means fear of pregnancy. Then why she discovered it now. Why she didint tell me before? what happened suddenly that makes her reveal it to me.

Since I know her, I have seen her scare of needles and saline. When we are in highschool she once she got injured, she was saying no still I took her to hospital. Doctor said if she gets injection then she will recover soon but she straightly refused it, she preferred tablets instead of injection. Then I got know she scare of it.

Other side, I never seen her with children, I think she is not that fondly with babies and children. I always ignored it . I was looking her face whenever she were stucked in the situation where people asked us and specially her that when she giving good news.

I think I dont know her that much about her feeling and inner thoughts. We have talks about many thing but we never seriously talked about having baby. I think I never thought how was she feeling every single time she facing people and their questions.

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