14. ACCEPTED GOD'S GIFT

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Y/n sat on the bed holding pillow in her hand and her head was leaned on headrest. Her eyes closed thinking about infinite questions. Taehyung left her alone sometimes and went kitchen to bring coffee for themselves. He knows that she needs some time for herself and he just want to give her some space.

They are alone in the farmhouse cause all family members were at the hotel where liskook's wedding held and jungkook and lisa went to Paris for honeymoon.

Taehyung made coffee. She again thrown up earlier thinking about it he took some snacks in the plate.

When door closed sound y/n heard she opened her eyes but dosen't look at taehyung who just placed tray on the side table. He sit beside her which make her move a little giving him some place to sit comfortably. He pulled her near him and placed her head on his chest then kiss her on forehead.

Taehyung - Drink this coffee you will feel better

He handover her coffee mug to her and without uttering a single word she started sipping it. There's full silence in the room except their sipping and drizzling rain sound. Taehyung broke their unwanted silence placing his empty mug on the tray.

Taehyung - don't overthink, just say what you feel, what you want. I'm here to hear your decision whether it negative or positive Just remember I love you

He again peck her forehead with cheek assuring her he is with her at every step of life. He will not leave her to fight with her inner turmoil alone. He want to hear her, he want to feel her every emotion that she's feeling right now but before that he wants answer of a question.

As she heard what he said she look towards him, looking at his face's questioning look she understood what he's thinking clutching his shirt's fabric and she said.

Y/n - tae, I know what you're thinking?

He hummed asking her what she knows about what he's thinking and takes her mug from her hand and placed it in the tray. He took her hand which were on his stomach and started caressing back side of it and other hand was in her smooth hairs.

Taehyung - as I know you were on pill so...?

Y/n - Last month when I went to Japan I wasn't feeling well, I consulted with doctor and they said it's side effects of contraception pill so I stopped taking that pills. And it slipped out from my mind. Are you angry?

Taehyung instantly shook head in no as she looked into in his eyes.

Taehyung - and because of you're taking care of yourself now also Dr. Choi's medicine and most important my sperm showed its magic and you conceived.

He chuckles on what he said and light slapped received on his chest by y/n as her face was red with blush also giggles at his dirty words. This sudden news is actually surprising for them that they thinking is it true? And it it happening? Really?

Taehyung joined their hands and he looked at her face sliding some strand which were blocking her beautiful face from him.

Taehyung - how's you feel?

She looked at their joined hands, biting her lips she answered.

Y/n - tae..... I don't know how I'm feeling, what I'm feeling right now whether I should happy or I should be worried about future

She said in low voice and Taehyung nodded.

Taehyung - so you're happy that we are pregnant?

She hummed and nodded caressing her flat belly.

Y/n - I won't lie, I'm happy that I am pregnant but at the same time my mind thinking about that incidents and thinking about when will be my delivery time, I'm damn nervous, afraid, scared in this whole period of time if some happen to me or baby when somewhere in my mind and heart knows nothing will happen, everything will be fine.

Taehyung sighed after listened her. His thumb was caressing her palm. 

Y/n - I can feel I'm physically ready for it, in this past week my health improved  but mentally I don't know or its just my overthinking which make me think both way positive and negetive but I want to keep this baby.

Taehyung looked at her for sometime and smiled.

Taehyung - it's good that you're determined and I know If you make a decision, you do it without backing down and trust me I happy on this decision but still I want you to think again on it cause I don't want you to be ever regret on this decision.

She sat straight on the bed and held Taehyung's hand in her.

Y/n - what I said, it was mere thoughts which were blocking my happiness and I know you want to keep this baby. I know you wanted to me to get pregnant And, most important if I think about future again and again of course it will give me tension and anxiety and maybe thinking about my phobia and anything I'll never  able to conceive in the future so better I accept this now thinking it's god's gift and biggest happiness our life. If I reject this gift perhaps I'll regret so I don't want to rethink about it.

Taehyung slips from his place and slowly pulled on him. He hugged her. Some minutes passed and Taehyung again asked.

Taehyung - you're really sure?

Y/n glared at him and move little close to his face and pecked his lips.

Y/n - 100% sure

Taehyung's eyes glistened in happiness by her confirmation. He slides his hand back of her neck and other hand was on her flat belly lighty caressing it.

Taehyung - I can't believe soon, little me or you call us eomma and appa how fascinating it would be

She placed her hand around his neck as He said and started placing kisses all over her face she nodded and giggled in response.

They talked for a while about their unborn baby and soon sleep consumed y/n. Taehyung covered her properly in duvet and kiss her forehead.

Taehyung - Thank you for giving me this beautiful gift


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