As I got into grade seven I met this beautiful and most amazing girl that I had ever laid eyes on me and her became very close and we even played the same sports we had a thing where if one of us scored the other one would go wooop woop and encourage more fun she was my dream but all I could do was push my feelings to the side because I was denying them I didnt want to feel this way so one day I was talking to a good friend at the time and I decided to tell her about these feelings I was haveing for lets call her L and she was completely supportive of me at first I told her I was bisexual but I knew that I was lesbian anyway we would always talk about my feelings for L and I felt lije I could trust her completely but turns out I was wrong one day she walked up to me and said with a smile on her face don't hate me but I told L about your feelings for her so I didn't just lose trust in lets call her J but I also lost L
