Chapter one: Prolouge

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Warning: Contains swearing, suicide, abuse, mentions of self harm








I read the note over and over again.
- My Beautiful daughter, you have no idea how much you mean to me. Seeing your smile would light up my world. I wish I could stay longer. Please never blame yourself. It's all my fault. I love you so much.
~from your mother.
Thank you for loving me –

If she loved me, she wouldn't have committed suicide. It was my fault, and only mine. I jumped when I heard the doorbell ring. Quickly wiping my tears away, I jumped out of my chair and opened the door.

"Hey, Eunji," My boyfriend said.
"Hey."

"Let-" he took a deep breath in. "Let's break up."

I looked devastatingly at Jian Yang. My Chinese boyfriend who had 'promised' never to leave my side.

All the tears I held back came flooding out at once.

"SHE'S DEAD! SHE'S FUCKING DEAD! WHY NOW? WHY ARE YOU TELLING THIS TO ME NOW? I NEEDED YOU, YOU GODDAMN LIAR!"

"I AM TIRED OF YOU, EUNJI! YOU ARE SO FUCKING ANNOYING! NO WONDER SHE COMMITTED SUICIDE! SHE HAD THE WORST POSSIBLE DAUGHTER! NOBODY IS GOING TO LOVE YOU, NOT NOW, NOT EVER" His eyes glowed with fury as he said, "I'm sorry, but we're done."

I dropped to my knees. He left, not even glancing back.

I was 18.
I was just 18.

My father abused my mother and I, then left with my twin brother whom I loved so dearly. My mother committed suicide. My boyfriend left me.

Why was I still alive?

Because I was so cowardly, that I couldn't kill myself.

And I hated that.






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