𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 ⇨ san x ateez

𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙤𝙪𝙨 - 8

San's POV

What the fuck have I gotten myself into.

I woke up panicking because I woke up to Yunho laying down next to me naked. I tried to remember what happened last night but I couldn't. Must have been the alcohol I drank last night.

I got out of my bed and saw the clothes from last night laying on the floor. I picked them up and placed them on my chair.

I walked to the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror. 

I fucked up. 

I fucked up big time.

 Wooyoung confessed to me and I ignored it and went and slept with Yunho instead. I slapped myself in the face.

 What the fuck San?  Why did you do that?

I groaned and looked at myself one last time and left the bathroom. I went to my drawer and got some clothes.

I needed a shower to help me think. I walked inside the bathroom and turned the shower on. I stood under the shower and let the water trickle down my body.

I felt so guilty. I feel so ashamed. I hurt my best friend and I fucked Yunho. It was all just a big mess.

I stayed in the shower for a while, not knowing how long I had been in there.

"Hey sannie." I heard someone say.

I turned around and saw Yunho standing at the door, smiling at me.

"O-oh hey Yunho," I replied. I was starting to get nervous and my heart was beating fast. I didn't know how I felt towards Yunho. I felt weird.

"Mind if I join you?" he asked, smirking. I looked at him, and saw him walking towards me. He leaned over and kissed me on the lips. I stood there shocked at what Yunho did.

"Come on ," Yunho said, taking my hand. He pulled me closer to him. He placed his hands on my waist and pushed me against the wall.

He kissed me on the lips again, and this time I pushed him away.

"I'm sorry Yunho, but I'm not ready for this." I told him, feeling nervous.

"But you were ready last night," Yunho said, smirking.

"That's because....I wasn't thinking straight. I didn't know what I was doing." I told him. "Please just let me go." I said.

Yunho sighed and released his grip on my waist. He stepped back and watched as I got out of the shower.

"I'm sorry Yunho, but what we did last night...it shouldn't have happened." I said.

"It's alright San. I understand." Yunho said.

"Thanks for understanding." I told him. He nodded at me. He left the bathroom, leaving me behind.

I sat on my bed and put my clothes on. I sat there for a while, thinking about what I should do now. I picked up my phone and saw I had a message from Wooyoung.

Shit. What did I do now?

I opened the message and read it. My heart sank. I texted him back,

"Wooyoung. I'm coming."

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478 words.

Heyy!

Sorry for not being so active. I was just super busy and I got sick (T ^ T)

Hope you enjoyed the chapter.

I know it was kinda short but the next chapters will be longer.

Also, there's a lot more drama coming up in the next few chapters. So please stay tuned</3. - ayytiny🌕