Why can't I be normal?
What is normal?
I want to do mundane things
With no panic attacks, anxiety, or hyper vigilance
I just want to be normal
I don't want the constant what ifs
My inner dialog is nothing but torment
My own inner demon
That will never go away
Here for the ride
I want to be able do daily tasks
Without intrusive thoughts
That can be overwhelming
Keep me in a freeze state often
When will I ever be normal?
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Life in Poetry
PoesieIt will touch topics of anxiety, overthinking, trauma, hope, suicidal ideation and death. Authors note: don't read if any of those topics may affect you mentally. Some poems may get edited in the future just want a place to put my thoughts.
