Heaven Knows Im Miserable Now

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My head in my hands, i sit there on the cold bathroom floor thinking about what he said. As i walk back into my room i see the sun fight its way through my curtains, piercing my eyes with its bright rays. I look over at Justin and he's still laying there, in the same spot. I sigh as i begin to walk towards the room where Cody is asleep. I poke my head in and he's still passed out. Then i make my way towards where Harold is sleeping and he's the same, passed out. I go back and sit on my bed and look at Justin, he's so beautiful.

After a while of me sitting there i hear a slight cough, catching my attention i look at Justin and he's staring at me. "When did you get up?" He asked me, i just gave him a slight shrug. "I'm gonna go and make food.." I said as i got up to go wake up the others. I shouted and that woke the pair of them up thankfully.

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I begin to cook breakfast for them and i end up seeing Justin on the stairs looking at me. I get nervous and end up burning myself a little. "Ouch!!" i yelped, Justin came running down and said "You okay?" as he helped me rinse it under cold water. "Yeah, just a small burn not much." i gave a small laugh. He tells me to be careful next time.

I finished cooking breakfast as they were all sat at the table. Justin winks at me from across the table, sending my chest into a flutter.

Everyone was silent as we ate. It was a little awkward considering what happened this morning. Thankfully, Cody broke the silence with his big mouth, "So guys what we doing after breaky?" he said with his mouth full. I poked around at my food and shrugged. "Uhmm, yous can figure that out." Justin said.

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I get up to go to my room again and instead of walking up the staircase i let the butterflies in my stomach do it. I yawned and i thought about the dream i had. It felt so real, i wonder how Justin really feels about me..

"Yo yo Trent! Geoff is hosting a party tonight! you coming?" Cody yells.

I just rolled my eyes at him, i'm not a party person but .. "Is Justin and Harold going?" i questioned. "Umm, i'm pretty sure Justin is! Not sure about Harold." he replied with an eager tone. I sighed, "When is it?" i asked, "Tonight!!!!!!!! At Geoffs place of course."

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Later on all the guys went home so i just went up to my bed and watched some Netflix until 10 pm rolled around. I huffed as i went in the shower just to get clean and then picked out my outfit, just a casual top with some jeans. I didn't really bother doing my hair as no one will pay attention. I pick up my jacket and keys and go out the door, i decided to go with Cody since i didn't really want to enter alone. We arrived at Geoffs place and Cody immediately ran over to Noah. They got close for some reason, i didn't know where to go so i just picked up a bottle of beer and started drinking. I look around the room filled with dancing people and couples making out. I scoffed, then suddenly a drunk Justin walked over to me and pulled me into the middle of the room. "Justin?! what are you doing?" i shouted over the loud music. "Dancing silly." He replied with a hiccup. He started dancing with me and i was confused, he made me spill my drink. "Hey get off, i'm trying to be as in the shadows as possible thanks." i said swiftly, "Then why come to a PARTY." he smiled. I just walked off and started drinking my beer again.

I see Gwen and Courtney getting all cuddly together, now that's something you wouldn't expect. I downed my beer and grabbed another one, i started making my way out the house accidentally bumping into people. I hate parties. I bumped into Duncan and he shouted "Watch out freak." i just stood there. "I said get lost!" he screamed at me, "Chill, not my fault Gwen and Courtney don't like you anymore." i said with a giggle. He was enraged, i shouldn't have said that.

He pushed me against the wall and slapped me, "Shut your fucking mouth." he demanded. I kneed him in the balls. "WHAT THE FUCK." he pushed me away and people begin to look. I just walk away from him and begin making my way outside the house when i hear Justin again shout me, "Hey Trent, where you going!!" ... i just continued to walk away. Then suddenly he grabbed my hand and said "Wherever you're going i'm going." he smirked. My heart skipped a beat, i just dragged him to a tree since he wasn't letting go. "What is it?" i asked. He just wrapped his arm around me, his warmth tickled my skin.

"I just wanted to see you." he said very drunkenly
"I'm thinking of driving home." he followed, "Yeah no, you can't drive drunk. You can't even say a sentence. I'll walk you to my place, it's closer than your house is." i demanded. "Okay guitar boy." he smiled at me. I rolled my eyes and started walking to my place, he still held my hand.

I looked at him with his hand in mine. Wow.

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We made it to my place and he started to get very sloppy, so i scooped him up and started walking to the spare room. "Aw princess treatment, i loooove this." he giggled, "You'll be sleeping in here." i said. "Noooooo! i wanna sleep in your bed with you, you're very cuddly." he said softly. I went red, i couldn't believe he said that. "Fine." i replied. I dumped him on my floor, i went into my bathroom and put my pjs on and slid under my duvet. I threw him a pair of my pjs, "Here, wear these." he smiled again and started to get changed in front of me, i turned around so fast. "It's okay Trenton, we're both boys." he said as he was getting undressed. "Yeah, but i'm not like that..." i muttered. I lay in my bed facing the window, i feel my bed dip as Justin slips in next to me. He then reaches his arm over and starts to cuddle me. I grabbed his arm, he's very warm.

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omgm! i enjoyed writing this chapter!!!! it's the longest one yet too?:!?/!: get ready for more ;)

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