COMPLICATED LOVE

Chapter 33: Goodluck

Rosé Pov

It took me almost an hour to calm freen down and convince her to go home and take a good rest.

I took a deep breath before entering Becky's room. And i guess shes too pre-occupied to notice my presence.

"How long will you keep doing this?" I asked as i sat on the chair where freen sat earlier.

She looked at me in confusion and i saw how red her eyes are. She probably cried the moment freen left the room.

I sighed.

"Tell me, how long are you gonna hurt the both of you, specially yourself?" I asked straight to her eyes and when my question sank in to her she immediately wiped her tears and looked away.

"I dunno what you are talking about Chaeyoung. I just got some dirt on my eyes! Dont be silly! Haha" she said with a fake laugh.

" Dont lie to me, I saw you. " She suddenly looked at me in panic.

"W-what do you mean?"

" That time, you are a wake  you heard everything." I said in a serious tone. She looked away again and after i dont know how long she spoke.

" Then you know why im doing this"

I stared at her for for i dunno how long.

"I know but i dont understand why, She's willing to risk everything and she's willing to face and fight everything with you. Shes ready for everything that might happen as long as shes with you. And yet you are leaving her, letting her fight on her own." I said in a very serious tone.

I watched as she bit her lower lips trying to stop her self from crying. The she cleared her throat.

" She suffered enough. I dont wanna add up more pain to her.  Ive already caused her too much." She said as she cry with out a sound.

"And you are hurting her even more. Why don't you just accept everything and move on forward together with her? Shes willing to do that. Why cant you?" I asked and I'm starting to get mad because i understand yet I can't fully understand her.

"She'll be better off without me."  She said.

"You dont know that! Do you see how much pain you are causing her right now? Stop being such a child Rebecca." I said and shes starting to piss me off to the point of me wanting to grab her hair and drag her out of this room and soak her head in an ice cold water for her to wake up and see what shes doing right now.

"It'll pass chaeyoung, she'll move on eventually."  She said and i watch as she held on to her blanket as if asking for support for everything shes saying right now.

"You know you are just fooling yourself dont you?" I asked with a sigh.

"Help me chaeyoung hmm? You can help me, youre the only one who can help me right now." She said now facing me with that pathetic begging look of her which totally iritates me. I already know where this is going but i dont want her to continue it.

"No." I said clearly.

"C-chaeyoung please?" She asked desparately. And i shook my head really hard.

"No rebecca, if you want to continue doing this then face it yourself. Dont involve me in this. I love freen and i dont wanna see her hurt anymore. She already had enough just like what you said earlier. Adding salt to the wound she already have isnt on my list." I said and stood up, preparing to leave.

But she grab my hand and and now shes crying, she cannot hold it to herself anymore. I sigh and just tried to remove her hand on my wrist but she stopped my by holding my hand with both of her hand now. She even got up and kneel on her bed.