Dreams Only Last For A Night

My wedding day.

The supposed best day of your life.

your nervous but at the same time excited for the new beginnings and adventures you will share with your lover maybe travel the world or just settle down and have kids, maybe buy a beach house in Hawaii, or a cabin in the Rocky Mountains.

it doesn't matter though as long as your with your lover.

Your not sure of anything yet and thats what makes it so exciting, but what you do know is that your going to spend the rest of your lives together.

You've invited all your friends and family, and your ready to say "I do" and embark on the best journey of

your life.

Me and Alex will soon be married.

Joined together forever.

This is the happiest moment of my entire life.

My best friends Rian and Zach keep laughing at my bouncing up and down, but I can't help it, the nervousness, the second guessing, the anxiety, the fear of Alex not showing up and leaving me at the alter.

Rian and Zach say not to worry that he will come they tell me that they see how much he loves me and how much i love him and how we make a perfect couple. He was supposed to be here an hour before the wedding now there's 45 minutes until the wedding. Rian says pacing doesn't suit me.

I remember freshman year of high school when I met him, the most perfect person on the entire universe.

He had just moved here to Baltimore from England and we had instantly clicked and became best friends.

We were inseparable.

Parties, sleepovers, and just hanging out we did it all. We were and still are the best of friends.

37 minutes until the wedding.

Zach keeps trying to calm me down but it's no use I've already bit my fingernails down to nubs. If Alex Doesn't show up soon I might cry.

Me and Alex had met Zach and Rian a few months after becoming friends. We are like four brothers that's how close we are, but me and Alex always have something more something special.

35 minuites until the wedding

5 unanswered calls to Alex. Everyone just reassured me he was just running late that he would never abandon me. Sure he runs late a lot but to his own wedding? highly unlikely.

We started "All Time Low" soon after meeting. I was proud to be a part of something. And the band just brought me and Alex closer. We are all so close and knew each other so well that we can finish each others sentences. Alex knows everything about me and I know everything about him. We are not only lovers but also best friends which is the best kind of love.

30 minutes until the wedding.

I am starting to get uncomfortable in my suit. It's too tight In some places

And too baggy in others, if Alex was here he would tell me I look perfect and kiss me and I would instantly fell better.Our first kiss replays in my head whenever I feel sad

"Jack... I think... I think i like you as more than a friend, you know?" Alex had said blushing at me as we had layed in our favorite spot under the stars on 'Lookout Hill'.

We would meet there every day after school before we started going over each others houses. We still go but less frequent. Me and Alex still visit the magical hill where we became best friends, had our first kiss, and got engaged.