You/He self harms

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Caleb:Caleb leaned forward and kissed you softly. Your body tensed in anticipation, as you had been waiting for this moment for months. You closed your eyes as he kissed your neck and when you opened your eyes, you grinned as he smiled softly at you. You pulled his T-shirt up and you froze and pulled away from the kiss. Your mind and body went numb as you looked at Caleb's stomach, covered with scars. You traced your finger along one, and looked at him, your eyes beginning to water.
"Did you do this?", you whispered, looking at him. When he nodded, two tears fell down your cheeks simultaneously. You put your forehead against his for a minute and you felt his body tense.
" I used to be in a really bad place. And I used to cut. And then I came here, and I got a job, and I started to cut less. And then I met you, and I didn't even think about cutting. I hate showing you these Y/N, but I had to. I'm not that person anymore ", he whispered. You put your hands on his cheeks.
" You're the bravest person I've ever met", you whispered, hugging him and not wanting to let go.

Toby:"It's boiling! ", Toby said, wearing nothing but a pair of shorts while you were sitting together in your garden. You nodded. You were sweating. There was a huge heatwave and it was stifling.
" Why don't you take your jacket off babe? ", he asked. You tried to smile normally, as you pulled your sleeves reassuringly over your fingers. You usually covered yourself with a wristband, which you didn't have today. So the jacket it was.
" I'm fine Toby", you said softly. He looked at you bewildered.
"But you really don't need it. You're gonna get heat stroke. And the less clothes, the better", he joked, standing behind you and putting his arms around you.
" I'm fine", you repeated, your voice trembling this time. He didn't listen and pulled the jacket off gently. It took him a while to notice and when he did, he looked totally stunned.
"What's on your wrist?", he asked numbly. You both looked at your left wrist, which had two gashes on it. Toby held your wrist softly, so soft you thought he was scared he was gonna break it.
" When I was 16, I tried to kill myself", you whispered, and he shook his head a tear falling. You wiped it with your thumb. You looked at him sadly. "I didn't tell you, because I didn't want you to treat me different", you said. He kissed your hands, and you knew it took all he had, but he gave you a soft smile.
" I'll never treat you different, I promise", he said and you hugged him, loving him so much in that moment.

Jason:You came in from work, holding Jason's birthday cake happily. Only one more day til his surprise party. You hoped he would love it. You put the cake in the fridge. You heard the shower running and grinned, deciding to surprise Jason in there. You walked into the bathroom and froze as you saw Jason on the floor, cutting his forearm with a razor.
"Oh my god", you whispered, your hand over your mouth. Jason looked at you in horror. You knelt beside him and put a towel on his cut. You shook uncontrollably as you saw older cuts. You held the towel and a tear fell on it.
" I'm sorry ", Jason whispered. You looked at him numbly.
" It's okay baby. Its okay", you said, putting a shaking hand on his cheek.
"Its not you. I'm just, sad", he mumbled. You nodded, tears and grief taking the breath out of your body.
" We'll get help okay? Doctors. You'll be fine babe ", you promised. He put his arms around you. You could feel his tears and you closed your eyes, and you just, held him.

Ezra:" Y/N, can you stay back a minute? ", Mr Fitz asked. You waited at his desk nervously as the class left. When everyone was gone, he closed the door. He sat on the front on his desk and motioned for you to sit beside him. He put a hand on your arm softly. You looked at him confused.
" I saw your scars Y/N", Mr Fitz said trying to control his voice. Your body tensed, but you controlled your face.
"I don't know what you're talking about sir", you said.
" I saw Y/N. When you grabbed your books from your bag, you sleeve slid up. I saw dozens of scars. I have to tell your parents", he whispered. You looked at him wide eyed.
"You can't tell anyone!", you said frantically. He looked at you sadly.
" You could have told me", he said. "Why?", he asked, his eyes sparkling with tears.
" I don't know why it bothers you. No one cares. That's why", you said hugging yourself.
"I care", he said, a hand on your shoulder.
" Then pretend it never happened", you begged, kissing his cheek and running out, leaving both of you feeling desperately sad, and totally confused.

A/N:Should I add Wren? Did you guys enjoy? Any requests I could do with ideas? Comment +let me know :)

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 23, 2015 ⏰

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